In Loving Memory of 

- Jeffrey Wang -

Jeff'sfamily and especially Jeff's mother really enjoyed hearing about thegreat stories about Jeff that you guys shared at the funeral. And thefamily is really interested in hearing more about Jeff. If you guyscould just take a moment out of your long day to leave a story or amemory or just a simple comment that would be great. We all would bevery appreciative of that. Also if you guys have pictures on yourcomputers that you would like to post up on this site. Just log inusing 

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08/20/06

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Patrick Liu

08/20/06

hello monster!! :o) i miss you...

<3 vicky

08/20/06

jeffrey daguh, whats shiao bai + shiao bai?? ....shaio bai 2!! dont forget okay?! x]  i miss you but ill see you agian someday.

Joyce Roan (shiao bai 1) ;]

08*20*06

Hellothere Jeff!! Hope everything's going well up there. When we go to sixflags, we'll definately ride X for you & we'll also let you knowhow all the other rides are...this time we'll get there BEFORE the parkcloses. hahaha.  Miss you kid...(also do u remember what you DIDon the car ride there??....u crazy kid xD...it was the only highlightof the nite)

Take care homie - Connie

August 20, 2006

Heyy!~ :]
iam definitely missing your chinese songs, and how you always tried toserenade us w/ your singing! And, thanks for always taking us tod&b and buying us drinks~ oh how lucky you were.. i mean, you hadthe 1sexy9 roommies around you 24/7! watta pimp~ hehe.. Irvine is notthe same w/o youuuuu... i miss you jeffrey... i wish i coulda made youthat kimchee jjigae that you kept asking for
well, i will see you again soon, and i'll write more messages later <3333
-Jessica Shin

august20
hello jeffrey!how's everything going up there?! i'm sure your doing just fineentertaining and making life a little more interesting for everybodywith your  hardgay dance(SAYY-say-saay),games(shi-so-so-shi-so-so), and conversations.  irvine just isn'tthe same without you buddy.  you've become such a huge part of ourlives that everything reminds us of you.  i'vebeen looking forward to our korean tourbus lake tahoe trip this comingwinter~!  you are the only person that could've turnedan 11 hours on the bus into another parRrty. i guess ill just haveto learn the jumps without you the hard way.  i remember lastwinter when we planned our boarding trip to big bear.. and you left thedoor unlocked so that i can shake you awake early the next morning..too bad i ended up sleeping in.. i know i missed out on anothermemory .  i miss you so much. but as much as it hurts toremember that you are gone  i can't help but smile when ithink of everything you've taught us.  you've trained the girls of1sexy(as ica says)9the art of persuasion well and i kow you'll be looking down andlaughing with us anytime we get the boys to take multiple shots. you've hyped us up with your taiwan stories so don't be too surprisedif me and my roomies take our stop-by-japan then to taiwan tripsometime in the future.  ireally hope i could've been there for you because i know you would'vealways been for me no questions asked. thanks for always taking care ofme and my roomates cheering us up everyday of the week.  i'll think of you & your D&G everytime someone asks me for thetime.  me&kay are going to try and learn chinese for you thatway later when we all meet again we can catch up and you can beimpressed.  take cares, don't have too much fun without us .  -sooah

August 20, 2006
afterreading sooah's post, i wanted to tell you that you REALLY did anawesome job in teaching us to be persuasive! puhahaha sooo it wasalways you who tried to persuade me and the others to drink or go outeven if we have midterm/final the next day~ you left a part of you inus!~ i find myself persuading others not to study and drink shots thatthey dont wanna take :] proud of me, aren't you?! I WON'T LET YOU DOWN JEFF ;] HAHAHAAHHH MISS YOUUUUUUUU broootherjeffrey<3
"Say say say HardGay!"
-Jessica Shin

heyjeff!!  remember aug2 when you me and ica was in your car on ourway to sushizone for dinner... we stopped by the gas station but forsome odd reason you forgot which side of your car had the gas puttingin thingy.. so you told me to get out stand and save your spot whileyou felt embarressed and turned your car around.. only you..well andmaybe me would forget soemthing like that . oh and thanks for teaching me to put in gas "sooah.....first you gottago in and pay"...its going to come in handy now that i'll be drivingaround irvine, making the community a scarier place.   todayme and kay got lost and i automatically searched under "J" and lookedfor your number in my phonebook. time i stop relying on you fordirections huh.  i was looking forward to getting buff,built, and chiseled with you at the arc like you promised~  i couldnt believe it when i called you july3rd and you agreed toworkingout together :).  "uhhhhh are you sure the elliptical isntfor girls"..."ok ok but only if  i see couple guys on it" .  we went again the next day july4th and werent we relieved the gymwas closed! that way  we got to skip out onthe exercising without the wholeguilt trip. you got so motivatedyou's even go without me! PROUD OF YOU bro.and thanks for always calling us and convincing us to come play thenight before midterms and finals. i admitt it was an ouch tomy grade but it was very much worth it :]
-sooah

 

8.22.06

hi jeff... this is ur dai lo~... lol... i'll never forget how i always sneaked out at nite and chill in ur garage and how u taught me how to play pool.. and u made me do the chicken dance when i lose... >.<''esp.. that one time u made me do it at walnut high school on stageduring lunch time... dat was so embarrasing u mofo..  u were such a good friend... remember when i was breaking up with "him" u use to take me out for drives and u would tell me cold lame jokes and made me laugh when i was crying... and hahahaha... remember when i was stressed out u pick oranges or lemon(wotever those fruits were) at your street and told me to throw it onur neighbors wall and release my stress.... hahaha it really helped!!!and how we use to have our  "lunches" where we could never make upour minds wot to eat and ur "chinese" lessons which happend to be allbad words... haha ..

jeff: sarah.. repeat after me... "gan ni nia"

me: wot does dat mean?

jeff: it means "im hungry"..........................   --_--''

its sad how we both lived in irvine and we always said we would kick it and never got around to it... AWWWW I MISS YOU JEFF~ rest in peace foo... i'll see u again one day and i will make YOU DO THE CHICKEN DANCE!!! teehee... <3

sarah choe

 

8/22/06

HeyJeff, I haven't seen you in forever. I think the last time we hung outwas when you came down to sd to visit vicky and we all got coti'stogether with nick and mil. good mexican food huh?! and then you gaveme a ride back to walnut. I remember how you used to always tell peoplefob stories about me and how I wrote an essay in Chinese back in 6thgrade in Suzanne cause I didn't know english...haha it was pretty funnycause i thought no one remembered. but you sure did =) I know you'redoing well up there and watching over us...rest in paradise friend.

we all miss you so much!

- Jenny He

 

HELLOJEFF!! we all went to D&Bs last night, looked for an oldsomeone to get  us inside like we used to thusdaynights! ica rosie and kay ALL had midterms the next morningbut i put your teachings to good use and peerpressured theminto thinking they have plenty of time to study afterwards~ of courseyou were in our thoughts . remember the last time we went together and we bet dinner on one gameof skeeball??? well i'm still waiting for my dinner~ because if iremember correctly i beat your score by at least double!  placejust doesnt have that extra funk like it used to without our "goodconversationalist"~ you feel me?  meand the girls are taking a little trip to norcal in a couple weeksand we wish so badly you were driving up there with us. can'tdo norcal any justice without you jeffreybrother. i think ofyou everytime somebody orders a black milk tea at work becauseback when you applied to work at cha they asked . . . what drinkcharacterizes you the best and why? and the answer you cameup with was "pudding milk tea... because i'm darklike milk tea on the outside, and soft like pudding on theinside.  hahahaha oh yeas you are because only a softywould've treated us as well as you did.  i'm finally going to bedriving around irvine next week and i want to show you how much iimproved since last winter when me and you took out jessicas car tomcDonalds all the lonnng way down culver.  back then webarely knew each other so all you can do was politely tell me that i'mdoing great.  you should;ve told me that was the scariest 15minutes of you life instead of waiting a year to let me know.  ipersonally don't see how gold rims are attractive but JUSSST becauseit's you, i'll keep it  in mind. miss you so much jeffrey.

-sooah

 

Hwllo~~co-worker,
Everytime ,I go to Irvine office.. I always think of you...You ,smart guy ,who knows where can skip the camera.
Just want to thank you that you always help me answer when I stuck in the meeting. You are very nice and sweet.
Remember you told me about the girl things..on our company BBQ.Ha ha..I didnt forget and I am still working on that.
Jeffrey,wherever you are right now,I believe you are always happy as before.
Michelle

Posted 9/6/2006 at 3:05 AM

 

8/25/06

Jeffrey, Jeffrey, Mommy misses you. Please come into my dreams so I can see you again. I will see you tonight.

Mommy

August 26

hijeffrey...how u doin' up there? hope ur looking down on all of us'cause we're all counting on u to...i've been praying a lot lately andit's still feels so surreal for u to be gone...but i think one thingthat helps a lot is to know that i had the chance to know u. i try notto think about the fact that u're gone and instead think i was blessedto be able to even be a little part of ur life.. i remember elementaryschool with u and how i always used to tease u boys...and you may notremember but there was once u made me stay on the phone with u andpromise to keep calling back and until i said one specificsentence..ONLY YOU would do that!...

i also remember my first slow dance..i remember going to my first dancewith u at suzanne and laughing at the way u fast-danced..i remembereven asking u if this was ur first time dancing...being the cool guy uare.. u brushed it off and said..."of course" i'llalways remember how grossly sweaty u were and how much room we had inbetween us (typical middle school dancing..probably a good 5 feet! hahajk) anyway i didnt get to talk to u much after that and even in highschool...but i was glad when i saw u in our victimless crime class thispast spring quarter...it was finally good to see a familiar face to askme if they could borrow my books the day before the midterm &final! nonetheless...i thought it was truly a blessing to have thatclass with u..it was the first time since that dance in 6th grade i gotto talk to u... i remember walking back to berkeley court with u andtalking about how tired u always were from working and pulling allnighters...and i remember thinking in my head...hmmm there's a hugeproblem with those two going together ... but knowing u it was alwayssomething u pulled off...just because u knew u could hahah...

thingswork out in weird ways sometimes...but i've come to accept that God hasHis own plan for all of us..and to have u as a part of my life for solong and the chance to know you.. was part of His plan... i hope urdoing well up there and i hope u remember at least some of thesethings...if not i sound like a real dork right now... 

Missing you jeff..

<3 chrysanthy

8.26.06

To: SmartGuyJW~! WangJienYen~! Jeffrey~! Howare you doing with the good and powerful Lord? He is treating you likeVIP treatment huh? You lucky lucky goose. You always loved living thegood life and now you are pimping it with some holy goodhearted angelsof the Lord. I envy you~!! I still have your sexy white LG jacket thatyou let me borrow that night in Irvine and I must admit it looks betteron you than on me. How am I going to forget 8 years of memoriestogether? NEVER EVER~! Gosh I had no idea you had such good memory, youreminded me a few weeks ago about all the good times and we laughed sohard remember?

I always think of your BOWL shaped haircut and the HOTTEST gap between your two front teeth in 7^thgrade! SOOOOOOOOO HOT AND SEXY! HAHAHA. And you calledme everyday to ask what the homework was in Mrs.Chungs class when we NEVER HAD HOMEWORK.Since7th-10th grade we talked on the phone EVERY SINGLE EVERY SINGLE EVERYSINGLE DAY at LEAST 6 hours and your mom always used to pick up thephone and talk to me and ask me what we talk about everyday,remember? But once you got Final Fantasy weonly talked on the phone like 3 or 4 hours a day huh?

GUESSWHAT!? I got PS2 so I can keep practicing and kick your butt inTEKKEN~!! You better be practicing Tekken using Law because my moveswith Christie are CUHHHHHHRAZYYYYYYY~!!!! The bet is still on, Iwill cook Rachael Ray's 30 minute meals and do your laundry like Ipromised for ONE WEEK only if you WIN~! BUT BUT IF I WIN~ you know wohun ugh, so I want my share of the deal and have my Lawry's andRuths Chris meals!

Jeffrey,I just wanted to thank you for being there for me this summer. Ihonestly think about your advice and what you told me EVERYDAY and youwere the only one that understood me and you were always on my side.Now, just like you promised, you can watch over me and protect me even better now with a wayyy better view huh?

Iknow you hear me when I talk to you through my prayers. I always tellGod to hand over the phone to you so I can just chit chat and tell youwhat I did that day. I'm sorry I talk to you so often and I bother youbut hang in there with me. It's comforting to talk to you through myprayers because sometimes I can imagine what you would say and what youare thinking and it makes me feel like your COOL/GANGSTAAA selfnever left.

Wo hen xiang ni, hen duo hen duo hen duo!

From: A17gel510~! JungJeeHye~! Clara~!

August.27.2006

HARDDDDDDAAGGAYYYY!?!?!?!?!??!?!!?jeff, i miss you so much. i don't have anyone to say that to anymore.haha [pelvic thrust]. dude SERIOUSLY, no one could do that like youcould. ..i'm sorry that i haven't had thechance to visit you lately. i can't really blame it on car, or ratherthe lack of one....because my roomates have gone at least twice...thati know of. my schedule bites, but i plan on visiting you real soonjeffy, thats a promise. there's not a day that goes by when i don'tthink about you...and the random moments we've sharedtogether...whether it was simply visiting you, to find that you weresitting on your ass watching some entourage or playing tekken with thatlook on your face. so determined.. justlike that. we would have made a great team...if you actually let meplay with you. i guess i wasn't ever good enough to beat you, or anyonein that apartment anyways. but there's one thing for sure, you alwaysknew how to kick some ass. hahah even chris with his retarded CHEAPmoves. haha. I'M DETERMINED more that ever to beat him for you. youtaught me well, dialo. i will not fail you.

SOmind you, ever since you've left, ica has been going on thispersuasive-manipulative trip when she's drunk.  its almost as ifshe's learn from the best. She's become sooooo good at peerpressure!!!!!!! i come home one night and they're already pretty drunk.i wasn't planning on drinking and was preparing myself to go to bed.hahaha. ica was like "cmooonnnn take a shot, if your my roomate take ashot!!....i thought we were friends...blahblah..if you dont drink, i'mgoing to drink it and puke." AFTER she said that everyone was likkkee "oohhhh thats messed up, how are you going to do that!!!!!!!!"i was like wtf. this is freaking gay. how is she going to have everyoneturn against me?!?! i IMMEDIATELY thought of you and how damn....youused to make me drink for the most random reasons. you always had thebetter excuse...hahah like i'd say i had a quiz or osmething...and whatdo you know....YOU had an essay due in 3 hours. IF JEFF CAN DRINK, whycan't i?!?!? haha i hatechu. you were always so DAMN good at that.

thingsare def not the same anymore. you always knew how to take care of usand hand us as many drinks as you could. we don't really have someoneto stuff us with drinks anymore....you were like our  alcoholicmommy. =)....i miss yelling at you when i was .we used to get into the most heated quarrels. hey and to be honest withyou, i'm sorry for all those times that i did start crap with you. ialways thought you were being a dick, but i don't remember why. ifanything it was always the complete opposite, and you were always thechill one. always willing to get me some dos equis even though everyoneelse was cool with bud light.grrooossss. you always tried to get me thebest stuff, even if that meant that you would have to go that extramile. you never hesitated...haha that day i was completely inebriated.thank you =)

iwas also really excited to start working out with you. hahah i rememberwhen you arrived at your apt, and you were coming back  fromwalnut and told me "ffffuuuuuuuuhhh, i got to start working out,everyone in my family says i'm gaining weight." hahaha. i was excitedto finally go jogging with you dude. damn i'll still be waiting for theday me and you can finally ride to the arc together. i'm holding you onthat one ok?

i'll be back jeff. its 230in the morning. sleepy time...
biti want to tell you that i miss you.....i know wherever you are, God'staking good care of you. i'll always be praying for you. don't pimp toomuch up there. you have to share those girls...hahaha you stud you! notall the guys are as good looking and stylish as you

-charlene.

 

August 27, 2006

Wassup Jeff, How is it up there? I know you're up there having fun, making everyone laugh and putting a smile on their faces.I guess God decided he spoiled us enough, and he took you up to heaven to let all the people up there enjoy your personality and character.God's up there definitely enjoying your company, now that you're by his side

 

I remember the first day I met you, which was our first day at uci.I remember you kept wondering why you just spent $90 for a car wash hahaha.Then all of us just being lost lil freshman wandering around campus, waiting for the night to come hahaha that's when I found out your birthday was only one day after mine, and I was like you have to call me oppa, and you're like, nahhhh fooo imma call you NOONA… hahahahaha.

 

Then the next morning you came to my dorm, and somehow we decided that we would drink haha.I remember you saying "I think only alcoholics drink inthe morning, lets wait a little. So we kinda just sat there looking at each other for about 10 minutes.We didn't say much cause we didn't know each other that well, then once it turned exactly 12:01 the 40s and dice came out hahahah… it's been nothing but good memories with you since then.

 

I'm out in Georgia now and sometimes when I get bored, I just think back on  all the good times and it helps pass time, like when we said we're gonna go to the gym everyday and get crazy and after 2 days we both quit. hahah or getting stranded in mexico, our missions after classes ended, trips to sd, planning our 21^st birthdays, or just talking about life.I feel truly blessed to have gotten to know you, cause no joke, you're definitely one of a kind.I know you're up there looking down on us, watching over everyone and keeping us safe, cause that's the type of man you are, and I have mad respect for you cause of that. I'll make sure to keep you and your family in my prayers, and when I see you again it'll be our 21^st birthday everyday.Rest in Paradise.

 

- Jacob

August 27, 2006

Hey there Jeff! guess whoooo :]
Iremember when I first met you... Sooah told me to go w/ her to Jacoband Jasper's dorm, and you were there playing some card game fordrinks, as usual :]. I remember you tried to get me to drink since thatday i met you hahaha~ and then, i saw you atour house warming party, and yet again, you tried to get me to drink!So, i agreed to take a shot w/ you. too bad i tricked you.. i took ashot of water instead puhahaha~ yeah, that was a whole year ago...after that, you and your roommates were the best neighbors possible!you guys never failed to entertain us and hang out with us, especiallyyou jeff~ and when you were living at home for that one quarter,berkeley was sooo boring and quiet!! haha and this summer, i am reallygrateful that i got to hang out w/ you nearly every single day~ thefact that me and my roommies saw you almost everyday makes it hard torealize that we wont be seeing you today, tomorrow, or the day after...

ohand that scary clown story that you used to tell! i remember at guppysyou told everyone about the crazy stalker clown story, and then youtold it again at the beach, and then again at some other thing... and iwas like daaaaamn this guy must really like that story... hahaha youwere so into it when you were telling that story too.. like all seriousand stuff :] and when you said that one long phrase in korean!something something sashimi knife something.. me and sooah had NOOOidea what you were saying, so we just started cracking uppp! it wassooooo funny! whenever you said that, you made our day~ but we foundout that it was an offending phrase, but nonetheless, it was stillfunny when you said it :]

Wellthank you for all the good times! Although i haven't known you for thatlong, you have defintely impacted my life more than people i have knownfor all my life~ remember i told you that i dont like going to bigparties or meeting new people? and you said you didnt either, so westuck w/ each other at random people's parties and it was all awkwardmeeting new people and stuff... and we got so bored once, and you, meand chris lit alcohol on fire~ hahaha yeah, thanks for sticking by meduring those times. if it wasnt for you, i would've felt even moreawkward and bored! Thanks also for being me and my roommies bigbrother, our hunky muscular bodyguard ;] puhaha, and our true friendwho was always there when we needed you~ You really are one of akind... definetly wont find another like you...

I just really hope that I will see you again in the future, and I won't ever forget you Jeff~
<3 Icecakie
    Jessica Shin

August 28, 2006

   

   hi Jeff!!! oh man..i have never used Xanga before! i hope im doing thisright!! haha so yeah! i miss you sooo much!!! Irvine is definitely notthe same without you..... the berkeley court guys and girls rarely hangout anymore!! i kno it really sucks.... u must be mad that we all don'thang out anymore! i try to get everyone together, but it i just cant doit as well as you!! You know u were the shot caller and everyone wouldalways follow what you did!! i wish u could of taught me how to dothat!! ahhaa So we're moving out of Berkeley Court on Thurs.! i wish ucould see our new apartment! im so excited! u guys should of moved toVilla Coronado with us!! so we could just walk over to ur place anytimewe wanted! i miss those times when me and my roomies would go tanningat the pool and then we would call u guys out to come and hang out atthe pool with us.. that was fun! I miss you serenading us with urchinese songs! we were supposed to go to Taiwan this winter break!! iwas really thinking about going because u made it sound so fun!!! soyeah...please watch over me and my roomies....u really were ourprotector and support and there is no one that can replace u......uwill always be in my heart!! i love you da guh =)

your mei mei,

Rosalie

8.20.06

Wuddupman. I'm back at Berkeley now, it sux that you never got to come up andvisit me. I still feel like you're not gone, but then I thinkphysically you're gone and spiritually you're still with me. I thinkabout you a lot man. I regret not having kept in touch so well the lasttwo years of college, but I'm sure if it was me who passed away insteadof you, you'd be saying the same thing. I always think why it had to beyou and not me. We both had accidents in the same day. Weird. But Iknow if it were me instead of you, you'd be doing the same things Ihave done for you and probably more. You know I always respected youand only wanted the same respect back from you. But I think deep downinside our bond was so strong that we didn't really need words toexpress how much brotherly love we had for each other. We always hadeach others backs no matter what and I know you will always have mine.Just like how you got me that parking spot. I know you helped me outcause I know I don't have that much luck haha. anyway bro I gotta go toclass. Keep you in my prayers, my heart, and my memories. Take care ofyour mom and sister and the rest.

Your LITTLE cousin,

Patrick Liu

August 29, 2006

Hey Jeff,
howare you? feels like i just saw you a couple days ago. it just seemsthat wherever i go i'm always reminded of you. when i look at the oldpix, or whenever a bunch of us are talking about our partying days...your name always comes up. remember my birthday 2 years ago? haha. youjasper and chris convinced me to go over to your dorm at mesa. and youbrought out your best sake and your favorite taiwan beer. BUT we gotcaught by your stinking R.A lol. you were so mad! hahaha. when you wentto pour out the alky, you tried to drink as much as you can. hahaha.and you kept appologizing to me. lol.. thanks homie. that washilarious. good times tho i miss you alot. parties just wont be the same without you. BUT we will always party harder for you .

me, you, and stv: Wang Jia for life!

much love,
vivian

aug. 29
hello jephreE~ we are finally moving out this thursday..that's in...what...2dAYS!!  don't care too much for berkeley without youguys as neighbors. i remember when you chris and jo went to visit villasienna when you guys were apt shopping, and you came with all yourbrochures, and chinese mafia looking black glasses. me and my roomieswere seriously planning on just staying at berkeley court for anotheryear or two  but... you completely changed ourdecision...next thing you know i was calling kays mom to get kay'sphone number in japan, and i was talking to the berkeley court officeto cancel the new contract we already turned in  and iwas so HYPED up!!! there you go again with your persuasivenes..you justhad this energy about you that can get everyone aroundyou just pumped up and do soemthing crazy. recently i was lazy and  took a shortcut from nearjackinthebox, to the pool, through the little pathway with all thebushes, past the laundryroom to our apt... and i think its the firsttime i went that way since we last visited you guys at your apt. anytime we got bored we used to just walk on over to your place and youwould be in your wifebeater, tummy sticking out (just a bit:] )watching tv with a cigarette in ur hand.  now you guys left us andwe're going to be out of berkeley in a couple days . when you guys moved out me rosie and charlene helped move out you desksofa shelves and furniture form the moving trucks while you guys were ""and chilling.  you promised to be at our place first thing earlyin the morning to do all the lifting, so we wouldnt have to lift afinger.  i know you're not missing out on anything because i knowyou'll be there watching over us, wishing you were here angel jeffrey. 
-sooah<3

September 3, 2006

Heyya Jeff~ It's been a month since the last time I saw you... It wasSooah's birthday, and we met for dinner to go to sushi zone~ You pickedme and sooah up and we stopped by the gas station to put in gas,because we had to lag it since howard's car had sooah's cake and theyhad to go to sushi zone before us :] and then, so you tried to put ingas, but realized you parked your car the wrong direction, and so youhad to repark your car.. HAHA you were sooo embarrased~ Sushi zone wasfun, especially your Hard Gay dance moves hahahaha you are so skilledat the full pelvic thrust HAHAHA =] Yeahh, it seems like it was onlyyesterday that i hung out with you. I'm still having a hard timerealizing what happened. It seems like you're still here with usphysically, although I know you are with us in spirit~ Well, I reallymiss hanging out with you.. wish you were here

Jessica Shin

09.03.06

Sup,so i'm wondering why no1 writes in this thing, and i realize itsbecause guys don't like to write in these things. I'm just chilling inmy room right now, thinking about how its so odd that i'm actuallycatching up to u in age. Now we're actually 9 months apart rather than10. It's trippy man. I went to a party today and I met a few guys thatyou actually chilled with. THey go to berkeley. They barley even knewyou and they said good things about you. I dunno man, it's just weird.You were always there just to comfort me even though you didn't knowit. Like its weird sitting in my room knowing that there isnt any1 elsei can talk in our family that is our age. At least you don't have tostart school again like me haha. school sux, but i'm enjoying this yeara lot better than the past two. You're still here with me bro. ALways.I'll try my best to tell these other foos to write in this thing. but uknow how it is, no disrespect. Love you. Almost your bday actuallyalmost mine haha thats when we get to be the same age for 2 months. butanyway im about to knock out. in my prayers.

Patrick Liu ur lil cousinnnnn

hallojeffrey daguh...how are you? i went to go see you today with vicky andtammy. we all miss you! and you know what we noticed!? everytime we goto see you its SOO hot!!! why is that huh?? we concluded its becuaseyou want to make all of us dark like yoU! you tricky tricky guy! thatsyour master plan huh hahah. nick vicky and i went up to norcal to visityour lovely little cousin patrick haha it was pretty fun and we ate SOmuch! you would have enjoyed it x] i cant believe its been a monthsince youve gone, time really does fly huh. so much stuff reminds me ofyou! like the other day i saw this girl wearing d&g sunglasses andit reminded me how much you like that! haha especially when you gotyour new watch and kept asking me if i knew what time it was so youcould check on your sexy new watch. hahaha or when i introduced you tohard gay and started a freaking revolution! hahah you BECAME the hard gay. seriously no one could do it like you could man. sometimes when imbored i watch those videos again for like the millionth time and itstill makes me laugh everytime, it reminds me of you and your awesome,or i mean SUPER impersonations.  ahha you were the only one whoever made fun of my vocabulary! but you know what after you startedmaking fun of me i started paying attention to other people and iveheard other people use it too! so there! i miss you daguh...we alldo..see you soon

-Joyce (xiao bai 1) x]

9.3.06

13&GOD : perfect speed.

"much machines on every fast
like time's too slow
this is insect speed

still outside the hospital
come time is too slow
this is insect speed."

time seeminfinitely slower without you. imissyouterribly. why doeseverything remind me of you? as much as it stings, i must admit thatthe sayings is correct....you really dont know what you're blessed withuntil it's gone.

the day you fell in love with anticon was the day i realized i had found one of my greatest friends.

<3jeeeeen

 

ps. stk...jeffrey....now you can watch any anticon show you want....

9.3.06.

SMARTGUYJW~!!!Today's church service was so great and insightful and it reminded meof you. It was about how we should live life to the fullest because wenever know what our future holds and live it with NO REGRETS. Youalways did live life to your best ability and you kept remindingme to "let go", SMILE, and live MY OWN LIFE with HAPPINESS! Youare so so smart Professor Wang...tho tho thsmart.  Iknow you thought my lispy lisp was THSEXY~~HAHAHA your lispy lispneeded some work though...so keep practicing! We were supposed to gosurfing before school started and I was supposed to show you my PROSTATUS moves on the waves! Now you just have to believe me and watchfor yourself otayyy?

I can'tbelieve I talked to you on the phone exactly one month ago...it seemslike yesturday. Jeffrey, please watch over me this year, its going tobe a tough one but I promise I will make you proud. Your encouragingwords are forever embedded into my heart. Michelene, Chris, Mom, Emo,Rebs, and I sometimes just sit around and talk about you. We areall still having a tough time but we all realize the that Lord neededyou wayy more than we did. The Jung's miss you dearly, oh so dearly.You were and you are and you will always be family.

--Clara

sept. 3

hello you HAAADUH GAY you !labor day weekend and we are finally settled into villa coronado!! 2days ago a few of my highschool friends came to visit our apartment andme,k, & ica showed them couple episodes of hardgayy!! it felt likeyou were in the room your fist in the air, hip rotating, booty shaking,pelvic thrusting...all that funk&jaazz. remember that hardgay game that kay brought from japan~!! we finallyfound some batteries and everytime we put the little swords in thebarrel mr.gay kept "say say say"-ing, "wHOOoo~ "ing and shooting outlike the crazy man in tights that he is!  anytime somebody madehardgay pop out they had to either take 2 shots or doOOOooothe gaydance.  aww jeffrey!! if you were here we couldve all battled itout, separate the champions from the amateurs..but im surenone of them couldve given you any compettition~ not with your skillsand many many months of hard work, diligence and experience. I  M-I-S-S-S Y-O-U Jeffrey, chinese brother from anothermum&dad!!! its been exactly one month since i've seen you...feelslike your just on vacation and will be returning to us soon for anothercrazy year....no perks staying in irvine in the summer without you. 

sooah

9/4/06

wasspdawg...my fellow wang family.....damn i didnt even noe u had thistilltoday...tonight for me.... itz tuesday 2 am right now.... so howubeen? how is it up there? is it really true wut they say? i hope allisgoing well for u..... u were my first friend in america and urthefrist one to go....now i noe the feelin of loosing somone close tomeand is the worst feelin in the world..... this is something iwouldnever forget.... dude i was gonna surprise at karaokie when i comebakfrm china.... finally i can sing along with u but i will sing asongjust for u now.....dont noe wut song yet but ill find one andillpratice on it till itz perfect.... haha just thinkin about it makesmesmile.... man we go way bak....frm 3rd grade in college woodtillnow.... alot of good memories and never bad ones....y i say nobadmemories? because we were always together on everything....eventhought itz bad...just u beening there with me makeseverything bettercause we are in it together..... thatz y meand u are shong di not justfriends...... unoe when i heard about it man i wasfreakin out...uprob noe it already ...... i was tryin so hard tocome bak but i jsutcoldnt .....too far man and i aint thatrich ...... but i will come andsee u some day.... well hang outlike before.... im smoke a cig with uand drink with u....urfavorite....taiwan beer right?lol.....if i getcaught up by the securityfck it i dont give shit..... cause i noe howmuch u loveit....ill do anything for u man..... just tell me anyway ucan butdont freaken scare me by popin out at night when im like takina piss orsomething haha... wutz going on with me? nothing....i didntlike it hereat first but now im getting use to it....chinese shows arepretty funnysometimeslol...because their jokes are so cold haha unoewut im saying?.... im not fitting in too well.... when i go outi canbarely read the menu at a restaurant..... no friends and nothingtodo...skool havent even start yet.... im bored but chillin....watchingalot of hbo and showtime series.... and have u seen weeds? thatshowitz pretty tight... maby if u watched that show then u wouldnt ofgotcaught up hahaha..funny... getting a taste of being locked up isprettyscary.... i was relieved that u didnt stay in there.... thingswould ofgotten pretty nasty....lol.....well the internet is down so icant evensubmit this .....ah i have to wait....lol..... and can u do meonefavor? when is my time and i do go up there can u meet me at thegate?i dont want to be alone up there...... we will chill forenternityhahaha....so till then.....ill see u when i see u mybrother......

-Stephen wang (dah-tuo)-

09.04.06

heyjeffffff ! i'm about to get to bed, but thought i'd give u a littlehello before i hit the sack... it's weird because i think i talk to youmore through this thing than i did in our first year at uci...anyway..soooo.. i have this routine i do everyday about a couple oftimes a day...where i check my webmail...then my yahoo mail..then myfacebook.. then myspace and last but not least this xanga site.... u'vebecome apart of daily routine and i'm sure everyone appreciates thisxanga being setup... it's mostly for you and your family...but i getthis awesome warm feeling everytime i go on this site just because itmakes me feel good that anyone and everyone can write to u wheneverthey want and talk to u...anyway totally random thought i know... it'sweird that when someone is physically on earth with u..most of the timeu take their presence for granted, but once their gone u randomly thinkof them tons of times a day and everything reminds u of them..i thinkof u so often in my everyday activities and u remind me that peoplereally shouldnt take the people in their lives for granted, but thenagain it's all apart of being human...i hope your doing well upthere...i know your just chillin' looking down on everyone...you arealways in my prayers and know that you are always apart of my day...=)
<3 chrysanthy

p.s. thanks for listening to my random thoughts :D

9/6/06

wassup jeffery....... hows everything up there... haha remember this at bill's b-day?

remember my 20th b-day at kanpai... ahaha all we got was beer the whole night and the bill was over $300 we crazy
ilooked through all the my pictures... this was one of the only ones ihad w/ us in it, haha the other picture was the one w/ a bunch ofcouples and me just fuckin standing out.... hahhahah u remember picture4sho... we all just came back from a 3 day and 2 night vegas tripman... that shit was pretty fun ... haha don't wanna go into all thedetails but i know that you were watching over and makin sure wedidn't get into too much trouble.... haha u must've fuckin cracked thefuck up once you saw what we went through on monday morning... we wentto this place in mandalay bay called rum jungle that shit was prettyfun... we had like 20 people go to vegas w/ us too.... haha peter kepton comin up on craps lucky.... i can't drink the jose cuervo handle bymyself foo i still need you to help me finish the other half like backin the day...  alcohol don't even taste as good or is as fun as itused to be before, anyways can't really of much else to talk about stayup and keep on watching over us ... see ya at the crossroads.... LATEZ

EUGENE LEE

ps. hahha remember when me and stv got almost into a fight at your house onyour b-day over some korea-taiwan shit... haha that was orginallysupposed to be yours and chris fight that u guys fought anyways....hahah that was one night i'll never forget when you and chris got down.hahaha

September 7, 2006

HeyJeff, I found this on Patrick's facebook and I wanted to write to you. you were one of thefew people that really stood out to me in high school, the few people I can tell funny stories about, one of the few people whose personalitys I really admired, one of the few people who I would be truly happy to see when I ran into them after highschool.  Like you and I were hardly even friends, just acquaintences, but you were one of those ppl with that great infectuous personality that just stood out...  The few times I saw you at UCI were nice, you would be so courteous and actually stop to talk, ask me how I am, and even make sure your cigarette smoke would not blow in my face while we spoke.I will always appreciate you being a courteous smoker, haha.Jeff,it's soo soo difficult for me to realize that you will no longer walk this earth,and I can't imagine what your best friends are going through and what your poor mother has to go through. I cannot imagine how difficult it must be for her. Mrs.Wang, words can't even express I just hope you have some sort of peace of mind knowing that your son was so loved and admired by so many of his peers that you raised a truly TALENTED and INTELLIGENT son.He will always remain in my prayers.

 JeffI saw you the day before you died, and I feel horrible for not stopping to say HI, I was driving down Campus Drive towards Starbucks, and you were waiting at the stop light getting ready to walkto your apartment at Berkeley Court.The light was yellow, and I kept going,trying to make the super long yellow lights in Irvine,and then Isaw you but I was going too fast to stop.I remembered thinking, God I wish I had stopped to say hi to him!I wonder how he's doing.I actually ran into Evan that night (after what had seemed like ages since i'd seen him) at the library and we had a brief convo about you, and how you were all going to be living together at VDC this year, and how excited he was to finally be living with all you guys.I was a little jealous that you had all maintained such good ties throughout the years and were able to live together and party together the whole year. seriously you were so lucky to have such a wonderful group of friends, and they are so extremely lucky to have had the wonderful honor of being your friend.I just think your parents are SO AMAZING for raising a child like you who had an impact on so many people.Seriously,Mr. and Mrs. Wang, I aspire to beparents like you who can one day raise a child who has so much of effect on people for just being REAL. That's what Iliked about Jeff so much, he was REAL.He was kind of goofy, but he was totally honest and just completely fearless.  Its not everyday you meet someone who is so completely fearless, but is still amazingly fun to talk to and not at all intimidating.

 It was so sweet how everyone was sharing stories of you at your funeral, and I realized that every single one of them was a funny story, down to the one of you as a 2 year-old being put to sleep by your uncle and you being completely naughty and not wanting to sleep.I had a story about you that I wanted to share but was too shy to get up there.  SO I'll tell you guys now =)  I still remember this happening, I replay it in my mind and laugh every time I think of you.Sooo do you remember Mrs. Donee's class junior year?I remember she'd always kind of tease you, and of course you wouldn't sit there quietly and take it, you'd shoot the smart ass remarks right back at her.It made class more fun, haha,so THANK YOU for that.Anyway, remember how Mrs. Donee was giving out little vocab words for each of us to research and do a poster board on to like teach the class.I don't even remember what my word was, but do you remember yours?It was Assonance, haha. I remember Mrs. Donee assigning that you,she was going down the list, and then she kind of skipped over a few and said "jeff, you can get ASSONANCE".I remember the look on your face when she said that, the look of hatred for Donee, I remember you sat to the left of me facing the middle rows,and I still remember the look on your face.It was the funniest look ever.Anyway,so we all had to sign up for presentations, and when it came down to yours, you brought in this completely bare poster board with the word assonance written largely across the middle, the words  "ass" capitalized sothey stood out when anyone saw the poster board.It was written just like this "ASSonance", major emphasis on the "ass" part.Ohman, I still remember the way that poster board looked.It wasn't decorated the way everyone else's was, it just had a little definition, and the word ASS written across the top.I remember Mrs.Donee could not stop laughing when she saw it, and I remember totally admiring you for having the balls to do that.Haha oh man.

 PSJeff, remember Dutton's class where you brought ur PS2 (or X-box?!) to class for a "how to" presentation where you showed us how to play aracing game? haha, you are soo crazy.

Anyway Jeff, I miss you, and I'll miss randomly seeing you around UCI.May you rest in peace.Thanksfor the funny memories in Underberger's,Dutton's,Donee's, and Pratt's class.You're such an inspiration for me to really LIVE MY LIFE to the fullest like you did. I'll miss you, and I'll continue to pray for you.

Love,
Sidra Ahmad

9/9/06. hi jeff. last time we were soo hungry we went to go eat shabu shabu and our small eyes got so huge andwe couldnt stop staring at these two korean women next to usmaking kimchee rice with the leftover soup.  you told me to take abowl and beg them for some in korean language but we ended upmaking our ownn little batch  andit was SOO MOUTHWATERING DELICIOUS!!!! i miss all our trips tosouthcoast!!! walking in to allthe EXPENSIVE stores where a tshirtcosts up to $55o, i dont go in with anyone else except with you &your HIGHCLASS taste ,and your favorite metRopark (even if you continuously denied it).i heard pS3? was coming out... you wouldve been at work becomingunstoppable playing day&night with the new tekkens. we all visitedyour apt at woodbury, bbq at the lagoooon...and once again it wasnt thesame wihtout you.  but dont worry, the guys are taking GOOD careof your tv, playing xbox360(?), making it worth the $700 you guyspitched in for ripping off the white guy.  we'll visit you soon!!

-sooah

 

September 9, 2006

iwas intimidated by jeff before i had a class with him and realized thathe's capable of being a goof just like any other human. if i had anappropriate quote it would be perfect here, but i don't have onein mind. it would be more effective to remember our junior yearin english when our forces joined to create the dark side.jeff if you can read this, you are missed.

much love,
carlyn

Sept. 09, 2006

HiJeff~! I just wanted to drop by and tell you that I miss you &there hasn't been a day where you haven't crossed my mind.  Thingshave been changing so fast and it's kind of scary...it seems like justas I'm getting comfortable with the ways things are going, I'm forcedto accept the unexpected shift that life directs me.  I guess it'sjust a part of growing up...I wish things could stay the way they werebefore, but time goes on whether your ready for it or not.  I'mjust living life one day at a time, each day learning, growing, andtrying to live a meaningful life.  Jeff, I'm truly inspired by theway you approached life.  I think about it a lot.  We allknow that you were always the one initiating all the fun as we thinkback about all those parties and fun times we've all spent with you...Ihear all these stories, and they are filled with laughter andlove.  But to me, you are more than the "life of the party",you are my model for how i want to view life.  I'm learning tolive each day to the fullest, just as you did.  You alwaysknew how to have fun and get your work done too.  Life is tooshort to be serious all the time, but at the same time life is tooimportant to not be serious enough...you knew the balance.  When Ithink about the way you lived, I see someone who never settled to besecond best...Jeff, you were always striving to be #1...to be the bestin EVERYTHING you do.  We can see this side of you best when youswitch to your gaming mode...always soo competitive.  Haha, Iremember in the dorm you would practice playing poolEVERYDAY...sometimes when i'm going or coming back from class,I catch you practicing by yourself...ever so intently. You evenbusted out your own, personal pool stick....and everyone wasafraid to play against you cuz you always kicked our butts. You even won the pool tournament for BAHIA!!!  You were SOOOOgood, and you knew it!...I remember you saying that you should justquit school to become a professional billards player...haha.  Thatdream kinda faded away when you brought your PS2 to the dorms!......and then thats when it all started....the infamous TEKKENfrenzy!!!!  HOURS AFTER HOURS of TEKKEN....You played that gamereligiously almost...You, Chris, and Jasper... haha, and when thegirls wanted to go out and do something, we could neverdo anything when we hung out with you guys because you always refusedto stop playing until you were champion...(i think thats now Vicky andKelly got sucked into it last summer).  Always striving to be thebest in everything you do...you had to have the best that life couldoffer, and you deserved it...you really enjoyed life...driving thenicest car, wearing expensive jeans and clothes, sporting your lacosteshoes, sleeping in the finest sheets andmattress! and ofcourse, EATING at the finest restaurants that noone else could afford.  Although your life was cut short, youlived a full and meaningful life...you have definately made your markin my life Jeff.

Youknow what? Sometimes when i think about freshman year, I can stillsmell the musty stench from your dorm room! haha...i'm jkjk...butseriously, you were always taking care of me Jeff....of all of usactually.  Thank you for taking me to my job interview freshmanyear, and waiting for me in the parking lot. :o) I miss you so much,even though we drifted apart since first year.  I reallyregret being MIA last year cuz I became such a closet nerdand refused to kick it...sometimes you just need a break fromreality and just hang out and spend time with people you careabout...I should have chilled with you guys more often.  I missyou, and thank you for your inspiration.

Love, Connie

 

09.10.06

How Jeff scarr'ed me for life..........

I got a story about Jeffrey Wang!

And it's a story I want to tell the whole world, because to this day, what he did to me still has lingering affects which has now deeply rooted in my everyday life, and in my psyche. And I will never forget it, nor will I ever completely heal from the experience.

When I was in middle school I would have to go to Jeff's house after school, where the little tyke was still home all day with Grandma Wang. Jeff and I got along pretty much like all of his cousins, a lot of physicalness , a lot of pillow fights, just plain going at it with each other every time. Well one day, I guess I smacked him with the pillow maybe little bit too hard, sent the little bugger flying, hehe. Thought that put him away for good, as I returned to the couch to watch my cartoons.

The next thing I knew it started to rain. Yea, started to rain in his house?

How can there be rain in his house, well only by him causing the rain. By him (with much stealth) climbed on the back of the sofa, standing over me, unzipping his pants (maybe he had already unzipped it prior, I don't know, but he was damn quiet) and proceeded to let it rain down on top of my head. The little rascal..I could not believe it how? How can anyone come up with such an act for revenge? What was going through his mind? Grandma Wang screaming as she witnessed the atrocity, I burst for the bathroom and into the shower, but before I closed the door I saw him, saw him glaring at me with the eyes of "don't ever fuck with me again" stare.

I think I started drinking after that day.

Buuuuut..being out of the country most of my life, glad to hang out with Jeff one last time in July. The little rascal has becomean adult, and we went clubbing and drinking, and partied hard that night. Passed out at my pad. next day, (he's all like I'm so hungry, but uhm I got no money) glad I can treat him to a hangover Dominoes pizza before he left. Was proud to feed the guy. I felt like an adult doing so. ¦you made me feel good about myself that day Jeff. Love you man. I will see you again for sure. Till then. Take Care!!!

And I forgive you! haha

Ron

9.10.06

I don't even know where to start so I guess I'll just pick any random memory. I remember when you got into shit with lucas liu and we all went down to your house to meet up before you were supposed to fight, but your cousin ended up squashin it for us, yah, that was before I knew you like I do now. ­remember when we found out that we were both gointo go to uci? We were supposed to be roommates in the dorms, but you accidentally put that you wanted to live in middle earth and endedup in mesa court anyways damn, I remember all the drinking we did at mesa court fun times­ and the night we dropped and then smoked at the top of the parking structureat like 5 am to watch the sunrise,only to see nothing but a cloudy sky,­ that was a fun ass night too. I remember when we got into shit with those Torrance Koreans, and you and chris got down in the parking lot with them­, I've always wanted to tell you that im sorry for not jumpin in, I was just tryin to cool it instead of make it worse, remember the time we got into shit at the club in long beach with those two fullerton Koreans? Seeing you act so crazy brought out courage in me that I never even knew I had‚­lol, I just remembered the time we beat that white foos ass in Berkeleycourt, that shit was FUUUUNNN!!!!Damn, I just noticed we got into alot of shit with other people whilewe were together, especially Koreans. I don't know if you ever knew this, but I viewed myself as opposite to you in our apartment, which is part of the reason why you were the person I learned the most from. You were never afraid to speak your mind and I would always try to reserve my opinion for myself. You were always very social with people and im not really good at talking to new people. You helped all of us in Irvine make a lot of newfriends. You don't even understand how many people are connected simply through you, remember chillen in your garage EVERY NIGHT after senior year? That was the best man.­ I had so much fun..i gotta say man, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't know how to hold my liquor for shit.­ actually, I wouldn't know how to do a lot of things, like play tekken, or play ping-pong, or play pool, in fact, you brought out the competitive nature in me I didn't used to like competing with people and I didn't really mind losing at things too much, but after Istarted chillen with you, I began to HATE losing at anything. You never let me hear the end of it when I lose to you at anything.. you would always lecture me at what I was doing wrong and what I should do to make it right and I would hate listening to you, so I would just block you ou, i really wish I had taken more time to listen to the things you said. i remember I was there with you when you got arrested, damn dude, I shouldn't have opened the door for the police to come in. I was so scared for you dude, and I remember when I went to go pick you up when you got out, you smiled at me and chris and held up your two fingers like you always do while you were still in line to get past the doors. Remember the jay I had ready for you? Hahaha, even those times seem like fun times now. ­I have countless memories of drinking while singing in nrb's, damn dude, I didn't like to sing before I met you..remember when we rented that motel room and partied in it? Damn, we trashed that room sickman, ­ and I remember seeing you yacking and you couldn't even drive your own car home, rosie had to drive for you and I had a midterm the nextday.­ I didn't sleep till like 4 and my midterm was at 9, just for you man. ­remember the time me and you killed that fifth of grey goose? I don't think I've ever been so drunk before, actually yah I have, the time me and you killed that 18 pack to the two of us while watching Taeguki.. that movie is so sad dude, I  was tryin so hard not to cry in front of you ­and I remember you telling me a couple months later that you were trying not to cry too,­ ahahahha,damnnnn. funtimes.­I don't think I'll ever be able to play another drinking game again without thinking of you, without you, parties won't even be the samedude, I think they're all gonna suck pretty bad‚­imma end this here,but don't worry,I'll be back to talk to you again. peace out homie


Jasper



Sept. 12, 2006

  hii Jeff!!! so im writing to u when i should be studying for my finalat 5pm!!! haha its okayy! its worth it =) i miss u soo much!! i thinkabout u everyday! So the new apt is finished now...i think we'regetting a big screen tv!!! yay but it will never beat ur 30 in flatscreen at woodbury....hahaha the guys r taking care of the place! wewent a month without hanging out with the woodbury guys...can u believethat?!!?!? man they never take the initiative to call us!! they justplay their xbox allllll day long!! Jeff u need to tell them to getjobs!!!! haahha goodness...last week we went to go to the lagoon atwoodbury! its sooooooo freaking nice!!! they said that there were gonnabe waterslides, but there was none...oh well its ok...it feels like aresort there and u need the key to get everywhere...even to thebathroom!!! haha i cant believe that school is starting soon!! in like2 weeks....but knowing that u wont be there....sigh.... i was soolooking forward to hanging out during school...going clubbing or toD&Bs! hehe ur favorite! we've been kareoking a couple of times, butits not the same without u!! i miss u singing ur chinese songs! the oneu and chris liked singing together...i dont kno what its called...butyeah.,,i should get back to studying now!!! hehe im gonna ace thisfinal for you =)  love u da guh!

Rosalie


9/13/06
Haloooo!Jeff!!!! It's finals week... i've been studying for my finals a bit,and just remembered all those times you had midterms and finals, youwere always so unprepared for it~ You never bought books that wererequired for the class, and day before finals, you had to borrow notesand book from someone else! i wondered how anyone could manage to get apretty decent grade in the class without even owning a coursebook, butonly cuz its you, it all worked out~
i went to visit you on sunday.place looks reaaaaal nice~ you got some pimp place there jeff ;] well,i'll try to visit you more often! you're always in my prayers, and imiss you!!! i still am having a hard time believing everything, stillseems so unreal. i wish you were here to tell me not to study and gohang out instead~ you know i SOOOO would! HAHA thanks for watching out for me and theroommies all the time~ and keep watching over us brotherjeffrey <3
Jessica Shin

 

09.15.06

good looking out. thanks bro.

Patrick

September 15th, 2006

SupJeff! well today we're all going down to Riverside to celebrate Rosieturning 21. its at wallace and alan and some others' new house theyrented. I remember that one time we all rented out that getto motelroom for evan's birthday hahaha cause we couldnt drink at the beach.damn that was fun. things really aren't the same without you. everytimei hear party i think of you haha. i keep thinking im gonna bump intoyou randomly on campus like i always do. we'd stop and talk for awhileand catch up. then we'd see each other at a party that a homie had.hahaha and a bunch of us would always talk about the good old days fromelementary to middle school to high school. btw jay chou came out witha new album. hahaha. i know you like them fob music! hope you're doinggood up there. really miss you!

<3 Vivian

9.18.06.

wish you were here to smoke this with me. and listen to some tigggght beats. miss you so jeffrey!! <3jen

9.19.06

 To my NiggAh Jeff Wang,

        DamnMayn, I miss you a lot dawg but i know you in heaven kickin it so iaint trippen.  I knew you ever since junior high but you hated meand i hated you hahaa.  We got into so many random fist fights butits good memories now haha.  Its funny how the person i hated mostbecame one of my closest friends.  I just wish we shared morememories and you could of sticked around longer... i guess.  Thereis one memory i like to share that will always be implanted into mybrain.  We went to arcadia for some party but all the girls therewere taken.  So we decided to go to lc to hang out with some othergirls.  Then you go to drunk and i had to take you with me becauseyou wouldnt get out of the car.  When we got to my house i triedto take you inside but you wouldnt move, you just stayed in my car andmumbled to me.  So i waited on my grass taken short naps here andthere waited for you to wake up, but you didnt.  I attemped to tryonce again and this time you swung at me, i was like what the heck andjust left him alone and went inside the house.  An hour later mypaps run into my room and says there is somone trying to steal your carand i was like naw thats my friend.  My dad was like he keepshonking the horn.. hahahha so i walk outside and jeff was like wherethe hell and i and i was like your at my house foo.  I forgot thati locked my car so jeff was inside my car drenched with sweat smellingnasty haha....  THen we ate at jack and took himhome...  I just wanted to share this memory to everyone whoknew jeff.  Jeff Wang was always the life of the party.... ill endhere

 

                                                                  Your Friend,

                                                                                                        Philemon Jung

 

09.20.06

sup.you're kinda lucky you don't have to go back to schoool. haha. schoolis sucking hard man. but its better cause i don't have labs. Itsfrustrating up here, i feel like all my friends are not that close tome compared to our group. I think a lot of it had to do with you notgoing to the same school as me. And i JUST REALIZED it right now.that's part of the reason why i felt so lonley up here i guess. itscause we were finally apart. I know this crap sounds kinda gay andstuff hahaha but man what havfnt we been through. We shared everything.I still regret not having kept super close during college. But it waskinda your fault too! I would always im you and you never im me backlol. what a mean older cousin. but even when i went down to so cal iwould always visit u. it was chill seeing you. i liked how you wereasking me for advice on how to lose weight. I knew you could do it too,it sux that you weren't given enough time to pull it off. haha. iwouldve been proud saying that i helped you lose weight. but yea schoolis school and the ppl are the same. im going back home for my bday intwo weeks. sux that you cant be there. i still have pictures of whenyou came to my last bday. i'm glad you were there. but anyway justwanted to drop by. I gotta get back to homework and all that crap. keepon looking out for your mom and your sister and your dad and the restof the family. take care.miss you much.

- Patrick Liu

September 20, 2006
 
Jeff,
 
Wentto the the Shi-Lai Temple today to finalize your Seven-Seven (49 days)ceremony with Mom and Tiffany. The Buddhist said that you were alreadyon the way to another journey somewhere else within this period oftime; can you let me know where you're at? I want to drop by and say hiif it's ok.... I've been thinking of you and calling your name morethan a thousand times during these 49 days, (not to mention the tearsthat a human being can generate during this short period of time). Isit going to be the same for another 49 days or 49 months? Or evenlonger than that? It is scary...because it hurts so bad...
 
Remember3 years ago at Nai-Nai's funeral (who loved you dearlyand we know that she was not just an ordinary Grandma to you either),all of the family members were crying desperately. You were the lastone of the family to walk up to the podium and say: "Idid not cry today because Nai-Nai came to my dream this morning andtold me not to cry...See... I didn't cry......" You really done it, noteven a single tear or any sign of holding it. Where did you learn thatSENSE OF DETERMINATION from....? At this moment I really need you tocome to my dream to tell me not to cry, and I am so afraid that yourfather will not have the same good quality to act the way you did... Iadmire you son...and you were only 17 at that time....
 
Loosingyou is the most unbearable pain that I ever encountered. My therapisttold me there must be something positive to come out of this...Guesswhat? I lost 10 pounds. Is that what she means? To be honest, I thoughtabout that and I am starting to search that and I already seen thatfrom reading Xanga everyday... Jeff, it is happening among your friendswho learn from their huge loss of a big brother, a homie, an anticonbuddy, a hardgay dancer, a persuader, a party promoter, most of all, acaring and loving friend who impacted their life so deeply. Son, Ialways thought I was at the top notch of being living the life to thefullest.....After reading all of the posting about you on Xanga againand again...You rule.........and the POSITIVE part is you gave me avaluable lesson: The mission of life is not to just live one's own lifeto the fullest only, it is how much you are devoted in generouslyhelping other people to live their life to the fullest that you allbelieved in....... You certainly got an "A" on that one...Thank you forpointing that out to me.......
 
I told myself today thatI have to move on to another stage of grieving after this SEVEN-SEVENperiod. Only tears are not going to be enough from now on. Maybesomething can make me smile and cry at the same time..... Remember wewent to the movie LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL? (Iactually bribed you $100 to go to this movie with me but later theaward was denied by your mother). In that movie, the father show theson how tears and laughers can be blended together so gracefully if youreally know how to look at the bright side of everything...I believefrom up there, you already seen that is happening among all the peoplewho love you dearly. They will appreciate things better, hug their loveones harder, speak their minds braver, live their life warmer.....Mytherapist said: Don't let Jeffrey be gone for nothing......
 
Jeffrey,I stopped saying "Tomorrow will be a better day" since you were gone,but I do wish that tomorrow you and I will have the same HOPE todaywhich is all the people that we shared our life with will remember thegood times forever and still believe that LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL and willpursue their life to the fullest and greatest extent....
 
Peace out,
Dad

 

Jeff,not a day goes by that I don't think of u. I ask myself and god whythis had to happen. U left this world so suddenly without a goodbye andOnly god knows why Sometimes it seems that life can be so unfair. Iguess its true about what they say, only the good die young. Your timecame too soon dawg. I think about how ur not coming back and its reallyhard to accept, but I just remember the goodtimes we did have and ithelps me thru. Jeff, You were young yet wise beyond your years. I nevergot the chance to tell you how much i admired your character. In life,you were smart, funny and very ambitious with your goals. You partiedhard, and worked hard. There were times when I wanted to be more likeyou...Your outlook on life always gave people around you a positiveenergy. You always had a way to relate with people and everyone likedbeing around you. You were a great friend that really inspired my best.You always told me what i needed to hear. I have endless good memoriesof all the fun times we had. Like at your kareoke night u got shitfacedand ended up almost naked. and u saw your self in the mirror, pointedand started laughing. ur soo funny man. hahah LOL.I rememeber It seems like only yesterday we was drunkn andhad that talk about LIFE and the meaning of our own existance..You really were a wise cat. You said... "in this lifetime, the purposeof our journey is not what lies at the end, but the process in which wetake to better ourselves as humans." You taught me that we can learnalot from other peoples mistakes. and always be open to take advicefrom others. I'll never forget the insights we shared You made animpact on so many of our lives and I will always keep you in lovingmemory. We all love and miss you homie and I know you are watching overus. When my time leads me to the end of my road, I hopei'll finally see u again homie. See You at the Crossroads Dawg.Rest In Paradise.

-vj

09/22/06

sometimeswhen i'm just sitting around, i still can't believe that you're gone.it just frustrates me that someone who had so much impact on so manypeople could be taken away completely out of theblue. just doesn't seem right. but at the same time, it seems like youlived your life to the fullest and it was time for you to experiencebigger & better things that normal life wouldn't have been able toprovide for you. you always tried to make the best out of a boringsituation... i loved the way you told your stories and the expressionsyou made, or the little comments you'd make... they wouldn't evenbe funny, but i always laughed for some reason. i guess it was yourcharm, you had something that just made everyone gravitate towards youand we wouldn't even know it.

i rememberthe first time you came to south pointe in 8th grade i had a crush onyou! haha. i was too embarassed to tell anyone, but i don't think i wasthe only one! oh yeah, and in mrs. moreno's class i got you in troublecuz i hit you and you screamed out loud and she took a bathroom passaway or something... you were sooo mad at me!... ha, those were thedays, eh? it wasn't really until college that we actually hung out.you jerks didn't wana hang out with me in the beginning cuz i wassuperrr straight edge! but i think i can see why now... you opened myeyes to a world that i had never imagined before college (you know whati'm talking about!) and everyday after that crazy calc 2d class, you,me and chris would go eat at brandywine or just drive around withjasper. even though some of the influences you had on me weren't thebest, i'm glad that it happened because it brought me closer to the oldirvine crew... and now i can say shit, cuz i tried it too! =P

some, connie, kelly, vicky & tammy went to 6flags like last week...and it was CLOSED! and we went at like 10:30 in the morning... what ashame! is it cuz it was closed the last time you guys went?? you don'twant us to go, huh?!! jerk! jkk.. you know if we'd go, it'd be just foryou since you wanted to go so badly, but couldn't. anyways, i regretnot hanging out with you that often after freshman year. our littleirvine crew kind of drifted apart... well, at least, the girls did. butthere's no time for regretting... just gotta drive on and keep all ourmemories alive so we can reminisce when we see each other again. miss you lots!

some pictures for yah...

at your bday last year... always so happy!

the typical jeffrey wang fashion before you started buying $293483 shirts.

 what you did at the dorms when you weren't playing tekken.

i really really like this picture cuz it kinda seems like you'relooking at heaven or something... i duno, i can't really explain, butyeah... you get the picture!

yeah, anyways... that's it for now. i'll write some more for yah later! peace outttttt.

-vjina rhimshot

09.23.06

Hey Dummy

Iknow I should have beenone of the first one to write, but it is just sofreaking hard.  As youprobably know already, I just get tooemotional everytime I tried topost.  Whewwwwww!  Even if thistakes me all day, I will try to finishthis.  It is truelycomforting to know that all your friends speak inadmiration and sohighly of you.  I guess all of our little talks didhave an effecton you.  I don't even know where to begin.  I'vebaby-sat you,I've watched you get into trouble, I've gotten you out oftrouble, I'veseen you become a mature young man, but never in mywildest dream wouldI have imagined that I would see you go before me. What are wegonna do when Ron, Pat, and I have another one of ourcousin gettogethers?  We always had so much fun when we weretogether. I've always cherished the time that we spent together.  Evenaskids, whenever I took you and Patrick out to Mcdonald's or a themepark,the joy that was on your faces were priceless.  I was freakedoutthough, when I took you and Pat to Vegas with Mr. Chen and wewerestaying in the Mansion and you got drunk.  I came back fromthe casinoand you were almost ready to fight Patrick just because hedidn't wantto drink anymore.  You were all like, "Come on, don'tbe a puss.  Areyou my hommie or not."  I didn't know what tothink.  After you passedout, I asked Pat if you were always likethat and he said no.  You werealways happy when you drank.  Iguess that is why so many people enjoyhanging out withyou.  I feel like everyone else, I was a much betterpersonfor being a part of your life.  The joy you brought to me waswaymore than anything I could have done for you.  I thank you forthebond that we shared.  Hopefully, Ron, Pat and I can continuethat bondhere on earth and with you spiritually.  I don't know, Iguess I alwaysfelt like you were kinda angry at times with the worldyour wholelife.  You always seem to keep that hidden, but Inoticed.  It wasn'tuntil that night when we went to dinner a monthand a half before youleft us, did I feel like you finally foundpeace.  Not just with theworld, but with yourself.  I wasreally glad that we got to talk.  Idon't think I've ever had aserious adult to adult talk with you untilthat night.  It was awonderful feeling knowing that you were at peaceand you werematuring.  I'm still kinda upset at the fact that you willnot beable to fulfill your promise of taking care of Angelina like yousaid atthe club, but I guess I forgive you.  LOL, I justrememberedthat one time Ron wanted to open a restaurant and hewanted to call itFool's Noodle.  We all laughed and his catchphrase for all hiscommercials was gonna be, "Hey Fool".  You werelaughing so hard.  Thatsmile and laugh of your should be copyrighted, because it was sosincere and genuine.  Then, I wastalking about maybe starting up aclub in Alhambra, and you were soexcited.  You were excited becauseyou wanted to be one of themanagers that dress in a black tux.  You sowanted to be a gangsterlolI also wanted to let everyone know that Igot to drive your brand newcar when you first got it.  It was afteryou first got yourpaycheck.  You said that you wanted to take me outfor lunch. I remember us going to Charlie Brown, I had a salad and Idon't rememberwhat you got.  Anyway, I said I wanted to drive your carbecause Iknew you didn't want anyone to drive it.  At first youwerereluctant, but I gave you the old "not even for your favoritecousin?"and you gave in.  What I couldn't believe was not that yousaid O.K.,but the fact that you freaking made me wash my freaking handsbefore Iwas allow to drive that stinking car.  Boy, this was ahard posting. It has taken me over an hour and a half, and I'mjust at thebeginning.  You know how I would always call you andyou would give methe "I'll call you back", then you never do. What I wouldn't give justto hear you tell me one more time that you'llcall me back.  Whycouldn't you be a little more careful you bigdummy.  We all miss youso so much and you have forever ruin theLiu get-togethers.  Nothingwill ever be the same.  I guessexcept for the love that everyone hasfor you.  I hope that willnever change.  I think I'm gonna end myramblings here.  It issome consolation that I know you went when youwere at peace and happywith yourself.  I love you and if you everhappen to get into moretrouble or have any problems up there, you knowwhere to find me. 

John

hey jeff~ its your FAVorite jessica's bday today! . makes me sad we won't be getting old together. 
-sooah<33333

September 24, 2006
Hey Jeffrey! We just celebrated my bday a few hrs ago! i wish you were here to party and hang out with me
well,I am really glad that you have always been there for me before...always taking care of me when i'm butt drunk and trying to make me feelbetter when i am feeling down... thanks!!! i really learned a lot fromyou.. you always wanted everyone to have a good time no matter what,and you're totally right. i have learned that each moment is preciousand we should live each minute to its fullest. I miss you jeffrey, ireally wish you could be here to just laugh your laugh and bring joy toeveryone~ It only feels like yesterday when we were celebrating sooah'sbday, but its already been almost 2 months. i get reminded more andmore each day of all the memories you have brought into my life... iwill visit you tomorrow with all the other old berkeley people (yourroommates and my roommates!) no other neighbors can top us~! <333



afterd&b, we went to woodbury to hang out, and ended up hanging out infront of your pool cuz you guys didnt want another noise complaint :]and then we realized we hung out so many times but never took pictures,so we decided to take a group picture hehe twas fun <3

byebye
Jessica Shin

09.28.06

SupJeff, i'm going home this weekend. sux that you won't be there with mephysically, but i know you'll be there with me in spirit. It's almost 2months. I still think about you everyday. during the times when itstotally silent around me. weird. but yea. take care. i'll say hi toevery1 for you.

Patrick

oct 1, 2006.

hijeff. i still remember back in middle school when i satnear you andmichael, seeing you guys get in trouble once in awhilebecause you'd betalking too much. would it be okay if i said that ithink i might havehad a slight crush on you back then? ...truthfully,i was scared when wedecided to go to the funeral. didn't know too muchon how u'd react, orthink of us. but we stayed behind everyone,remembering things about youuntil everyone left. remembering how youbrought so many smiles andlaughter to your friends....and how you andyour friends had theWEIRDEST arguments or whatnot. did u like theflowers? gomen...i know ikept on saying that boys arestupid....because you are one of those guysthat takes care of hisfriends first, before he takes care of himself. alot of people missyou over here.
areu taking care of urself over there? i kno thatu're still giving peoplesmiles and laughter when they remember allthose memeories they've hadof you. you wont be forgotten -gc

 

hijeff. ive been thinking about you a lot lately. sometimes wen im onlinei expect to see your IM box pop up out of nowhere or ill be sitting atmy desk studying and hoping that youll call to say hi. its still hardto accept that you're gone. i'll always remember meeting you the firsttime back in 6th grade with your awesome haircut :). there wasone night this summer wen me connie jina kelly all admitted tohaving had a crush on you sometime in our lives. haha i admit..i had atiny crush on you freshman year of highschool. duh thats why i askedyou to sadies. gosh first time ever asking a guy out. seriously tooklike 10 billion years off my life. i also remember that one time we metup in taiwan and u hung out with me and my loveboat friends. haha yesloveboat. stop teasing me about that. but thanks for making sure we gotbak to our hotel safe and sound. you were always a friend i could relyon and confide in. i seriously miss having that guy friend who i talkedto about petty girl problems and sought the guys perspective. ive beencalling your phone a lot lately..just to hear your voice so sorry ifyour voice mailbox is full cause of me. i hope you're doing well. ilove and miss you so muchs. don't forget me kay? cause i'm defintelynever going to forget u.

<3 lois 10.02.06

October 3, 2006

Hey Jeffrey,

How'severything going up there?  It's been two months since you leftand everyday I still can't believe you're gone.  It just feelslike yesterday I was just laughing with you at the company BBQ (okay alittle bit at you with you freaking out about getting your whiteexpensive t-shirt dirty, haha).  I'm constantly reminded of you,whether it be the days that I go to work in the Irvine office orwhenever a Infiniti G35 passes me on the road or whenever I see acup/bowl of instant noodles.  I've only known you for a couple ofyears but your impact on me as a human being will last alifetime.  I keep expecting you to walk into the office one dayand for this to be one big joke but I know better.  I know thatyou're in a far better place right now, enriching and entertainingthose who surround you right now as you did for us who knew you;knowing that God decided it was time He needed one of His angels back.
 
Somehowevery time I think of you, I keep thinking back to this one particularday when we - Terry, Jennifer, you and I - were working in the Industryoffice and one day, for some reason, Jennifer and I had the brillantidea to pull a prank on you (I think we were bored that day withnothing to do).  It was late in the afternoon and I asked to seeyour car keys because I wanted to see "the size of your car keys." (Gofigure, that was the best I could come up with at the time.  Don'tlaugh!)  So you handed it over to me without hesitation and Ipretended to examine your keys while Jennifer started to makeconversation with you in hopes to distract you and make you forgetabout your keys, which by the way, worked to perfection. Haha.  Afterwards, Jennifer and I snuck downstairs and found yourcar.  We decided we were going to move your car from one side ofthe parking lot to the other side.  I remember getting into yourcar and then for the longest time I could not figure out where yourparking brakes were.  There I was sitting in your car with theengine on, examing the interior of your car as if I were going to win aprize or something for finding your brakes for 15 minutes! Finally I found it and I moved it to the other side and we wentupstairs and I returned your keys and as I did, you gave me a facialexpression as if to say, "How did I forget I gave you my carkeys?!"  Later when everyone was leaving, Jennifer and I rusheddownstairs just so we can see your reaction.  You started walkingtowards where your car was when suddenly you stopped and didn't movefor like 30 seconds realizing your car wasn't there, meanwhile Jenniferand I were behind you trying to contain our laughters until we couldn'thold it anymore.  You then turned around and had that expressionof "Why are you guys laughing?  My parents are going to kill me!"Then it finally set in why were laughing so hard and you broke intothat goofy smile you had and yelled "OH MY GOD!!" at us but one couldalso see you were already trying to plot your revenge against us. I'm still waiting for you to get back at us.  And it better begood too Jeffrey Wang.

Andspeaking of the Industry office, I will never forget the conversationsof us talking about the terminologies about stuff relating to sex andhow uncomfortable you would become when Jennifer and I had you explainsome terms to Terry.  I don't think I can ever remember youstuttering or stammering as much as you did when you had to dothat.  Oh man.

Imiss having you around in the office.  There are days where I justwant to pick up the phone and call you to see how you were doing causewe were always working in different offices.  (What I would givejust to hear your voice on the other side of the line saying your twoguaranteed responses to any question, "I don't know" or "Iforgot.")  Remember the times I would call you and you sounded sotired and I would ask why and you told me it was because you werestaying up to however early in the morning to finish a paper becauseyou were partying beforehand and then I would semi-lecture you and then you would respond with, "Yea I know."  [Whichreminds me by the way, you would be proud to know your fellowco-workers Jennifer and Terry succeeded in getting me drunk (for the1st time ever!) on my birthday 2½ weeks ago.  I wish youcould've been there but I'm sure if you were there, I would've beenpassed out on the floor by the end of the night.]  And then remember when I was still in Mt. Sac and you were in high school and
you had to cover my shift from 3:15pm.  You were always running late
forsome reason and when you got in, the first thing you would say was,"I'm hungry, is there any leftover food in the back?"  Or whenthere wasn't food in the back, I told you to go buy food next door butthen you had no money so then you had to ask to borrow money from yourmom.  Or on days when you were really good, you would bring in acup/bowl of noodles.  Haha.

Nowthat you're gone, I have no one to talk to about Chinese popmusic.  Whenever a new cd would come out, you would ask me if Ihad heard it yet and if I didn't, you were always so kind to burn me acopy [(even though it would take you 2 months for you to remember tobring it to the office!) I always appreciated yourthoughtfulness].  Which reminds me, have you listened to thelastest David Tao cd?  It's really good, I'll burn a copy foryou.  =)

Jeffrey,I miss your laughter, your goofy smile, your kindness, yourthoughtfulness, your preception of life and even your forgetfulness(you're the only person I never got upset at for forgetting something,can you believe it?).  I miss you Jeffrey.  Life just isn'tthe same without you and so often I have to remind myself not to be sadabout loosing you but rather be thankful that I was so blessed to haveyou in my life.  So with that, I thank you Jeffrey, for bringing that something so wonderful into our lives that was not there before and that's something we'll treasure forever.

Kemy

10.06.06

okso lil scrappy has a new song...and there's this part where he says, "ohh kay kay kay..." i know for sure if u were here we'd be saying thatalllll the time....as much as we'd say. "CRASY!!" ahaha oh chrissss...ok jeffrey i love youuuuuuu. i miss you sooo soo sooo much ..<3jen

i always find myself thinking about you...

    10.07.06
HiJeff...so I've been commutting to Irvine for school...and I'm aboutready to give up...sitting in traffic for an hr and a half early in themorning.  You probably woulda told me schedule my classes aroundtraffic.  Anyways, I bring this up because it always reminds me ofthis past winterbreak when we carpooled for a few days to Irvinebecause we both had work.  Well, actually, it was just me pickingyou up like at 7 in the morning and dropping you off at your appartmentbecause you didn't have work until later.  It was way too earlyfor you to get ready to start the day so I'd call you when I got toyour house and thats when you would just wake up grab your stuff andjump in the car....didn't wash ur face or brush your teeth or anything!hahaha. I remember you would try to stay awake to keep me company...butwhen I told you that you could rest, you knocked out like in 5 seconds!hahaa....so yea. Whenever i'm stuck on the freeway going towardsIrvine, I always think about the time you were in my car and we werezooming pass all the cars in the carpool lane.  Miss you Jeff.Take care.
    Love, Connie

10.08.2006

hey jeffrey~ how you doing?! i'm here at gateway wasting away my sunday mornings with kay... you probably would've called us out to lunch by now and we would've ditched our quiet sunday morning studying for something much more exciting like shopping with you at southcoast, or maybe something random like the BEACH! but here we are... nothing exciting enough to tempt us away from our studies.  This weekend was just another weekend going by and i can't even put into words how much i miss our summer with you jeffrey.  There was always another thing you said, or another thing you did that made every week a little different from the last.  I know your watching over me especially at my hard times when i need you most but woOOOOOuldn't it be nice if we're togeeetHHHhher~ . saturday night we went over to woodbury and i wonder what you would think about phils fat little chihuahua sleeping with chris everynight and us soberly watching white chicks.  HAHAHA things are so different yet a little same. only you could've brought all of us close enough(as different as we all are). and thats why we still get to see the boys often.  we'll visit you soon so until then you can go enjoy yourself up in heaven. <3

-sooah

10.09.06

hiiiiii jeff. my friend just asked me about you....sometimes i feel like i just want to cry. things are so different without you. i don't even see the boys much anymore. its not that i don't want to, its hard when to be with them and not think of you. like where's jefffffrrrreeeeyyy.?? but i guess if i keep on thinking abou thtings like that, i'll never move on with life. i STILL didn't want to believe it....it just hit me when someone asked me about you. and all these feelings and memories rushed through my head. i'm shaking right now, this is the first time i think its hit me. you're not next door anymore. i can't knock on your door and we can't just siit on your black leather couch and talk about life. reflect on how you and i were going to change for the better. how you and i were supposed to start this year finally with some focus. haha cause you know, we drank way to much, well you did, and i got . right right? well i just want to let you know that for the next couple of years. i'm doing this for us, i'm going to try to do really well in school this year cause we owe it to ourselves. wow i can't handle this right now. i need to stop....i'm sorry jeffrey. i'll be back soon when i feel like i can again. i'm not leaving you, cause i'll always be here for you buddy. dont forget that. we still pour shots for you. i hope that everytime my roomies and the boys come together...you're taking that shot with us cause we always got you homie. you better be getting drunk as f*ck with us. hahaha cause i think of you everytime. i love you man.

<3, charlene

10.09.06

You know those dreams, where something really good happens and you wish when you woke up everything that happened in the dream happened in rea life? Yea... We were all together last night, me you the entire family for my bday, all of us together as a family again, like the other 19 birthdays i had. Yet even though you were sitting next to me there was a sad atmosphere, maybe cause i still knew it was a dream, but damn was it good to see you again jeff. i really miss you, i think about you everyday.

Patrick

October 9, 2006

Hey Jeff~ its weird cuz I had a dream about you last night too! You were back, just hanging out with all your friends like the old times... It was really nice seeing you again and hanging out~ it felt so real, but it sucked when i had to wake up from it to go to class... thanks for coming into my dreams once in a while~ it really brightens up my day. You were always able to do that~ You were always there for me, and you just being there makes me uber happy , so come hang out with me once in a while in my dreams :] love ya~

Jessica Shin

10.10.06

What I wouldn't give for this again.

Patrick

the only person i can think of is you jeffrey, especially when im drinking and stuff... hehe i wonder why :]
its still so hard to believe that such an energetic and enthusiastic person like you is gone i really really miss you like no other... you were one of those few ppl who really cared, and i really miss that about you.

<3 Jessica

 

 

 

 I have known you since you were the hyperactive, diaper wearing little boy that use to break off the wooden bananas we had on our fake banana tree. Thank goodness you grew out of that phase and turned into a handsome, loving, young man. Your magnetic smile and gorgeous spirit will be sorely missed.

As infants, we all come into this world crying while those around us are smiling. It has been said that you should live your life so that when you leave, you are smiling and those around you are crying.....and you did just that. We miss you.

 Jane Lu

October 19, 2006

Jeff!!! wow i havent written in this thing for a while...so yeah.... im sorry i havent haddd time to write...school has been keeping me really busy!!! i miss you soo much!! i havent had time to visit u either...man im such a bad friend....my car doesnt work anymore so i am carless....not having a car in irvine really really sucks..i cant get anywhere!!! but i promise once i get my car i will go visit u....me and kay are currently pledging for a fraternity...a business frat...we're hanging in there! but i try to think of you when times get hard and it helps me get through.... i look at ur picture everyday because i have it on my desk.  It reminds me of why i need to work harder to make you proud!! your my inspiration jeff!!!!!! It is you that keeps me going. I want to make sure that i make my life worth while.  I know that you are up in heaven watching over us.  Please take care of the roomies for me!!!! WE MISS YOU JEFFF!!!!! i miss your laugh, your singing, your smile, your voice, your company, i just miss you!!!! ill keep you postedd!!! love you da guh!!!!

Rosalie

hi jeffrey!!! yay u visited me u really visited me...ive just been waiting and waiting and waiting! and i turned around and there you were! i got to give you a bigggg hug... even tho it was so short...it was the best feeling ive had in a long time...and ur hair was soooo long! i misssssss you soosososososo much. i was listenin to the roots' illadelph album and it reminded me of you...jeffrey, i think about you all the time. im so sorry i havent been able to go see you....but i guess now that you've visited me..its only fair right? ill come see you tomorrow! i bought you something toooo! i frickin hate this sooooo much. i wish i could just...i just wish you were here with me still. no one will ever fill your chucks...i love you! <3jen

october 20, 06

hey jeff...i miss you so much.  im sure there has to be a reason why you're not here with us..but i dont understand how it can be a good enough reason for you to be taken away from us.  I miss your laugh, your outlook on life, everything that makes you jeffrey.  anytime i see a black g35 i keep wishing that it was you driving in the front seat, and that you'll park and walk to over to us for another fun night in irvine . i guess a part of me was still thinking that you were going to be returning soon maybe  from a vacation from taiwan, but reality is sinking in and i know that we wont be having any trips to the arc, lunches in between classes, or anything like that.  It's amazing how ...for some almost-odd reason we started hanging out everysingle day from the middle of spring quarter all the way to your last days.  for that i feel blessed, because i guess God knew what our loss would be and gave us thaa extra chance to be around you, make more memories that are going to last us lifetime. you can put a smile on everyones face, be the life of the party, and i hope you are up in heaven doing the same.  i MISS YOU SO MUCH JEFFREY! you made me realize that life is short, and i have to live it the way you live it~ NO REGRETS AND EVERYDAY TO THE FULLEST,

-sooah

11.03.08

sup jeff, how you been? so its been 3 months exactly since you left us, but it seems like you've been gone for an eternity. I constantly think how my life would be different if you were still here. I am thankful that you come to me in  my dreams once every while. I've just been busy with school and I've been sick this whole week. School is working me hard. You would probably be taking classes now and doing well in them. Every1 is so busy with their life its hard to keep the deceased in mind. But I'm sure even though ppl don't write in your xanga everyday, every1 is still thinking about you. Cause I know I am. I hope you're enjoying it up there, I know its different from being down here with all your friends and family, but I'm sure theres a lot of good things in heaven to keep you occupied. But anyway, I miss you a lot. and I know everyone else misses you a lot too. Take care.

Patrick

November 3, 2006
hey ya budd... how you doing? :] im doing fine. school's a bitch as usual hehe and i know you would agree~
well, yeah its been pretty different down here in irvine lately... and i cant help but think its because you're gone... yeah... well, believe it or not, i started working because you were working so much and i admired that about you. so i decided to do something w/ my life and spare time as well. so i ended up applying for a job in the summer. and now, im pretty much either working or sleeping, maybe add in a little bit of studying hehe i remember you were at work the majority of the time, and as much as you complained about how boring it was at work, i was still envious of the fact that you had somethng productive to do~ well, yea now we're all busy w/ stuff and find it difficult to have time to actually hang out w/ each other. maybe it would be different if you were here you know? you would be the one to call us and ask us to hang out, and when we say "no we're busy", you would convince us to be unbusied and hang out w/ you! teehee well,  i know i  dont write in here as much, but definetely doesnt mean i forgot about you. you are always on my mind as well as all your other friends. I know i havent known you for that long, but i believe that friendship isn't about the quantity of time we spent together, but how much you have impacted me during the time i have known you. You really brought out the true meaning of friendship! i miss you too much jeff... as much as i wish you were here w/ me, i know thats prety much impossible, so im just hoping for the day i meet you once again in heaven! cant waaaaaaaait AHHH hehe
ps. visit meeeeeee please :] <3
Jessica Shin


November 5, 2006
Hi Jeff...I was just thinking about you so I wanted to drop by and say hello and read your page.  i was watching that bone thugs video crossroads and u kept running thru my mind so i wanted to drop by ur page.  The other day I ran into all the walnut high kids at the starbucks in irvine by campus and I was sad because you weren't there.  oh and a few girls above wrote that they had crushes on u when they first met u...gosh i guess u were mr hottie bc i had a slight crush on u too in 10th grade :x    ill come visit u soon

love,
sidra

11.07.06

Hello my love, How are you? I thought that with each day it would be easier and easier to deal with everything. But its not. I still dont want to believe it and so I wont. I just pretend that your re away aomewhere and you will call me soon and we can have dinner and shop and drink and do everything that we used to do. In pysch I'm reading about defense mechanisms and I guess my way of dealing with everything is repression and it might be the easy way now..but it makes me feel better. "Missing someone get easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will". I miss you sooo much. Where you used to be is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night,  Come visit me again. I hope to see you soon. I love with all my heart. I'll talk to you soon.  Love, Jen 

 

11.08.06

Hey, I'm in Shanghai right now with Ron and we're leaving for
Taiwan.  We were all suppose to go back to Taiwan at the end of this
year remember?  It would have been so awesome.  I was so looking
forward to it.  But I guess you are everywhere we're at now.  I'll be
back this coming Saturday and I'm taking Patrick to the USC game next
Saturday.  I guess the three of us would have had fun at the game.  The
two of us can pretend like we don't know Pat and that we are USC fans
and pour beer on his sorry butt.  Anyway, just wanted to check in and
tell you that I miss you and I feel you are still very close to me no
matter where I am.  Late!

John

11.21.06
"hiphop you the love of my life"
i was listening to illadelph and thought of you....i miss you so. chris and i had dinner last night and everything we talked about somehow related to you. you are always in our hearts and thoughts...<3jen

11.23.06

hey jeff...how's it going up there?...hope everything is well...i know you know this already, but i check this site everyday... it's really sad 'cause i know i could have been nicer to you when you were here...back in collegewood and in middle school...and even in college...but after these past couple of months that you've been gone i've realized that it wouldn't have been the same without me being mean to you...it just wouldnt have been the way we clicked...it was always nice to know that even after so long of not talking we wouldnt make things awkward like a lotta people would... anyway i also couldnt help but read what others have written to you...it still amazes me that you had such a huge span of friends who all loved you with all of their hearts...and i know that all of them including me are very thankful for having the chance to get to know you while you were here with us....i think you've really taught me and so many others a huge lesson at such an early age...and i guess thats just to live life everyday for what it is...and most importantly to enjoy it... with  all the troubles that we go through on a daily basis i find that reading posts by your family and friends really helps me to sit down and clear my mind...and remember that even tho we have billions of things to do everyday, with hundreds of people to make happy, thousands of thoughts, concerns and worries in our head... our real quest is to be happy and live life to its fullest...and love those who we care for...i am thankful that you have had such an affect on my life...even tho you never really shared your thoughts about life and its meaning... knowing you gave me enough..thank you...missing you like always.

<3
chrysanthy

11.23.06

Dearest Jeffrey,

Today is thanksgiving and I ate ate ate like a monster. As I reflected on what I am thankful for this year, YOU definately occupied my mind. I am thankful for our memories, our laughs, our promises, and most importantly thankful for this past summer. I am so thankful that God has blessed me with a friend like you that could help me, guide me, and TRUST me like you did this summer. I always believe that friends should always benefit each other, make each other become better people, and in many ways be a role model for each other...someone you can respect. YOU were just that. I am also thankful that God has blessed you with amazing friends and a faithful and devoted family that truly love you and will never forget you. Chris, Mike, and I will visit this week. It's never goodbye....I'll just see you later. --Clara

11.29.06

Everyday I think to myself, why am i so unsatisfied with everything in life, even when I have it so much better than so many other people in the world. I always knew I thought too much. But I wonder if you are happy and satisfied where you are right now. I'm hoping one day i'll be satisfied, and in some ways im envious that you get to feel the feeling of completion in heaven. Anyway, just a random blurb because I'm frustrated with school and girls. haha. hope you're doing well. miss you bro.

Patrick Liu

hey jeff~! its finals week and it's a little hard to focus right now so i decided to leave you a hello! i miss you and i know you are wishing you were here to give us a little study break! im over at icas house~ and shes being very entertaining in your place. i've been going to new song for about a month and its so wonderful jeff!!! you are definitely one of the first person i would've taken along, and you would've loved it!!! theres so much energy and its so refreshing after a long week.   we'll gather up the girls&boys and will definitely visit you soon. be good ;]

sooah<3

hiii jeff...its finals week. i miss you. you're b-day is coming up...imma try to go and visit you cause i really miss your smile and your retarded ass jokes...i wish you were home so i can visit you, and get distracted. well i <3 you buddy. until we meet again. i will see you soon. visit me in my dreams...i want to talk to you.....lets go melrose and do some shopping. you can come and get my tattoo with me.

-charlene

December 5, 2006

Hi Jeff!! wow its been a while since i have written in here...i have just been really busy!! yet i wait till finals week to write in here...hehe its okay! i have 2 finals today...i hope i can do well on them! i cant believe the quarter has already ended...it seemed like just yesterday we were having fun and partying with u....i went to go visit u a couple of times on my way back to irvine..i hope u saw me from above! its gonna be your birthday soon.... did u kno that u have the same exact birthday as jason? its crazy... i promise u that i will go visit u that day! i kno u would have wanted everyone to be at ur house celebrating ur big 21st birthday...i remember during the summer u kept telling me...4 more months and ill be 21! the first thing im gonna do is go to vegas... so the last time i saw the guys was on thanksgiving...i had not seen them for 2 months before that...i kno that u must be pissed that we have all just stopped hanging out.. but i promise that we will hang out soon! they just recently moved closer to school so it will be easier for us to hang out..i didnt post anything on thanksgiving day... but i just wanted to say that im thankful for memories that we shared... i can still hear your laugh in my mind.. I MISS YOU JEFF!!!!!! soo freaking much.... i wish u were here to give me some of ur wonderful advice... please watch over us as u always have... love u da guh <3

Rosalie

December 5, 2006

Wassup Jeff.  As you know i was in California visiting for a little and we had a nice conversation.  It wasn't the same going back, it seemed like everything changed, maybe it's cause i've gotten used to living in atlanta now.  I was glad I got the chance to talk to you while I visited, and you still speak words of wisdom.  Well I'm getting ready to move to a different part of Georgia, just helping my mom out with business.  (We're selling hair to black girls hahaha)  Our birthdays are coming up soon, and i'll make sure we can enjoy it together in some way.  Keep watching over me and help keep me safe.  Take care up there, I'll talk to you again soon. 

- Jacob

December 8th, 2006

Damn, its almost your bday, I really wish i couldve made it to your bday last year, but for the past two years ur bday always comes on a day when i have finals haha. but this week has been hell for me. Never have i had so many projects, hwks, presentations, papers, and tests in one week. Im glad its almost over, but then next week my finals start. You're lucky you don't have to take any finals haha. But I hope you're oding well, just trying to relieve some stress by talking to you. Take care Jeff.

Patrick Liu

almost 21 buddy~!!! <3

sooah

your dad is right. Four months…four years…it still feels the same. This hole in my heart will never be filled and it doesn’t get any easier. Everyone is still trying to find peace but its so hard…I miss you so..come talk to me…<3jen

12.14.06

Just watched an episode of fresh prince and that reminded me of you. Will was backing up Carlton because they both rushed a frat and Carlton didn't get in. That was something that you probably would have done.

Patrick Liu

12.17.06

So you're 21 now. Speechless. Happy Birthday Jeffrey.

Patrick Liu

12.17.06happy 21st birthday, love! I wish that you could physically be here! I can buy you sooo many drinks! But I know you must be having the bestest birthday up there knowing that so many people are thinking of you on your special day! I love you so much! I’ll see you tomorrow and let the drinks begin!!!! “pour me another”…<3jen

Hey Vegas Time

I'm guessing we would already be in Vegas by now and definitely drunk.  How have you been?  As usual we all still miss you very much.  Angelina was asking about your picture that Diane and I keep in our room.  You would have been an uncle again soon.  You're gonna have a nephew in about 4 months from now.  I guess I'm just rambling, but words seem to be few whenever I visit you.  What can you write when you feel sad, empty, and hollow?  Regardless, happy 21st birthday buddy, I know we would have so much fun from this point on with you not needing to borrow fake IDs for clubs and all.  I will see you today for lunch with the family and I'm sure some friends.  Help everyone and especially Mom and Dad to cope with this difficult day.  Nothing but love for you my cuz and hope you're partying it up where ever you are.  Happy 21st Birthday.

John

December 17, 2006

Dearest Jeff,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope ur partying it up right now as we speak =) hehe i really wish u were here so we could all celebrate ur birthday! no more having to find 25 year olds to get u into D&Bs....haha oh how i miss those times....the roomies and the boys are going to go visit u soon...i hope that u can see that we are all still thinking of u constantly.. i kno i havent kept in touch with the boys for a while, ive been really busy with school, but i am starting again now to hang out with them..i kno that u are saying friends are everything...and they really are so i hope u kno that..i went kareoking last night and i suddenly thot of you and got all sad...sigh..i miss u soo much jeff...u were always there for us, and on ur special day, u are not here for us to show how much u really mean to us...i just wanted to let u kno that u are constantly in our hearts forever and ever!! please keep watching over us...happy birthday!! love u da guh!!

Rosalie

17DEC2006

HAPPY BDAY JEFF! i hope you checked your phone cuz i left a voice msg and txt too. woohoo! i hope you're partying like a rockstar up there cuz it wouldn't be right any other way! we miss you so. <3

-vj

12.18.06so your birthday was sooo great!Thanks to God, the day was beautiful and there was no rain. Your parents made your party so great and when everyone came it was poppin fa sho! I hope you liked all your flowers, trees, and candle cake. I hope you had the bombest 21st birthday because I had the best time at yours. I miss you so much and I know you’re praying for us while we pray for you. I love you! Happy Birthday, sweetheart! <3jen





Merry Christmas Eve!!! Happy holidays Jeffrey~
-Jessica


December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas Jeff!!!! i miss you soo much!! ill come visit again soon!! love you!

Rosalie

12.25.06

MerryCHRISTmas~!!!!! At church, my pastor was saying that Christmas is all about having peace, joy, and love through Christ. And I definately wish you a Merry Christmas Jeffrey. We are all wishing you peace, joy, and love this Christmas season. When you get the chance, listen to "We Ride" by Rihanna the remix version with Tupac. It reminds me of you like crazy. And YES, Tupac is still alive. I believe you.

Staying Strong,
Clara

P.S. Today was harder than the most days for some reason. I know I already told you before, but continue watching over us, especially your family. Johnny Carino's is YUM-O but not the same, I don't think it will ever be.

1.7.07

Just wanted to drop in and say wussup. I'm living in irvine for like 2 weeks. Kinda weird thinking about it. But i miss you much bro. Hope this new year will be as good for us as it will be as good for you. Take care.

Patrick Liu

nd

01.17.07

Hi Jeffrey, it's been a while...you know school is crazy and theres not alot of time. but last week i drove buy the spot..and they frickin took your tree! it was really tripping me out for a second and I called Christopher Robin and was like what the hell..but i guess the city of irvine wont let a dying tree ugly its streets. but thats exactly how i feel..i have this empty ugly dying hole in my heart and I cant be like the city and replace you and the hole...Irvine's superficial you know that..but maybe i suppose replacing the tree can help me start to heal. everyday i tell myself im getting one step closer to being fully healed.but who are we kidding..i think i need to find another way to cope. its rough.visit me. i miss you so much. love you, jen

01.25.07

you visited me exactly a week after I asked! I guess you have a long list of people you need to see but I totally understand. You asked me a lot of questions the I find I ask myself all the time. Why did things turn out the way they did? Why didn’t we have more time? Why don’t we take more risks and have m ore fun right now? I would’ve given things a chance if I could take it back. Or do I know too much now to even think of what I would’ve done then? I’m scared that I will go through life and horrible events like this will keep happening and I’ll live in regret. It’s hard to be practical and reasonable without living in regret. I don’t know. I guess there’s a fine line and I don’t know where to draw it. Share your wisdom…I hope I get to talk to you again soon. I’m down with once a week or 2 weeks or anything really. Any time you can give me…. I miss you terribly and it was great seeing you. It felt so real and when I woke up I hoped that it was….i love you. <3jen

02.14.07

Happy valentine’s day babe! I miss you so much!this song reminds me of when we when kareokeing and we got lost.....i love you!<3 jenbabe

02.14.07

Just stopping by to say whtas up. Hopefully you can help me out with my interview tommorrow haha. maybe give me some inspriation or something. And if I do get 2nd rounds hopefully you can help me out with that too. Miss you man. Chinese new years just wont be the same. Nothings really the same. Take care happy v-day. I'll see you this weekend when I go back home. Take care bro.

Patrick Liu

   

03.13.07

good morning sunshine. Its almost been a month since I last wrote on this. Ive been busy with school and stuff…and then I got bronchitis..i’ve just been feeling like crap. I miss you tho and you’re always in my thoughts. Come visit me? Love you miss you <3jen

03-15-07

I really miss you jeff. I was talking to a new friend about Nickelodeon and couldn't stop crying.

Patrick

03.23.07

hi sweetheart. Ive been on spring break for a week. Its been fab! Im heading to vegas on Sunday and ill be drinking, partying, and gambling all for you! I wish you were here…..lets go shopping love? Love youuuu! <3 jen

04.07.07

Hey Dollface! I just wanted to wish you a very beautiful Easter and just reminding you that I always think of you. Visit me, love. I miss you very very much. Love you, Jenbabe

=]. i miss you jeffy  -charlene

 

04.26.2007

Jeffrey ..

Its been a while huh?? .. have some pictures for you.. =D i hope you like them <3

 

thats my favorite one.. thats the best smile ever..

 

those were the good old days.. hahah .. i can't believe we went to the same kindergarden.. remember those days when our parents would get together and sing all night?? and they would take us too? we should stay up all night with them just messing around.. and patrick was there.. HAhahah you were the dark little super hyper boy that was always the center of all the fun.. and you always dragged patrick along.. man i miss those days.. and then out parents stopped going out all night and then we stopped seeing eachother.. but then freshman year.. in the dorms.. man what was coincidence huh? HAhaha how was it possible that we ended up in the SAME dorm.. =D man i miss you so much.. going out and drinking is really really not the same without you.. wo men si taiwan ren!! HAhahaa when ever you got drunk you would always scream that at me <3 hahhaa.. i remember that one night at the motel.. you and jasper drank all that beer and i convinced you to let me take you home in your car.. HAhhaa and i was so nervious that you were going to throw up i kept looking at you.. and i went over the speed bump in the parking lot too quick and scratched the bottom.. HaHHAha i remember you were SO drunk but you still were like AWW MY CAR!!! and then you said PULL OVER I NEED TO YACK!! hahaha and i kept telling to wait cause i didn't want you to throw up in front of the leasing office? HAhaha you crazy crazy party animal.. and then remember that one day when wallace came to visit me in the dorms and it was just the two of you guys drinking gao liang? and you played for shots?? it was RBZ vs TRC1  you got wallace so drunk he threw up all over my bed and i had to sleep on my table.. HAhaha  man .. that face you made when you walked into our room in the morning.. that was priceless.. hahah remember that night i drank with you and jasper in jaspers room and you convinced me to smoke with you ??? and i got so messed up i was crawling in the parking lot on campus to try to get back to my room?? haha you had to take care of me that night.. and then that day i smoked with you and all youre friends at the park? and you and chris lee started messing with me i tripped out and cried?? HAHaha everyone still teases me about that..

you are more than a fun person jeffrey.. you are a good person.. and someone i wished that could have stayed with me for the rest of our lives.. and when we had kids.. we could get together and drink.. and our kids could play together.. and listen to us sing gay chinese songs... i miss you so much.. its so hard not to cry every time i think about you .. .. im about to cry.. and roh's going to make fun of me now.. =D .. and thanks for watching over all of us.. cause i know you are.. <3

 

Rosie

4/27/07

OHH My God!! Jeffrey ,you are so so......Cute!!

m.....

4/27/07

hey jeff.

i don't think i ever got the chance to thank you...foreverything..since day 1 i met you..and for all the special memories weshared..

i miss your company. whenever i think about you, thefirst thing i recall is how you were literally my FIRST friend at UCI.haha. i started late so i didnt know anyone but you always took care ofme and called me out to eat and play =) thanks for that.

rememberwhen i saw "jesus" and how i mysteriously tied my first tie? hahah. iknow u were straight up scared that nite haha good times goodtimes...but even tho u were more freaked out than i was..u still madesure i got bak safe..thanks for that..

my seizure nite? hahaha who can ever forget when the fire trucks and cops came..dumb RA i swear..we were such dumb freshmen LOL

oHand i KNOW you still remember our SE10 class! haha yea that was scary.me and jina busting into your room in the middle of the night wakingyou up to yell and scream...she let us off easy tho, gotta admit...ithought we were all gonna get kicked out or something..haha

butwhat's the most special is that i know we kinda lost contact after 1styear but even still i cherished you and trusted you the most...rememberour conversation we had that one night? yea it was tuff to discuss butyou were there to listen..thanks for that...really meant alot. icouldnt help but wonder after your death..now who am i gonna goto?..but for some reason, even though your not with us anymore, i feellike i can still talk to you and i can almost hear u still telling me"your my sister! i'll kick their ass!" hahaha

you know everytimei pass by berkeley on the way to class, it reminds me of allthis..reminds me of you..miss you alot man. just know tho that i juswant to say..thanks. thanks for the laughs. thanks for all the goodtimes and EVEN the bad times. either way i'll never forget them andi'll never forget you.

i'll be seeing you...real soon.

Gina

05.02.07

damn dude, it seems like shits gettin real messed up down here...help everyone get their lives straight man, the way you helpedme...peace out bro

stranger.

5/8/2007

Hi Jeff..I just wanted to say hello because I was thinking about life and how fast it goes from us and I wanted to drop by your page because you are constantly on my mind when I think about life.  I hope you're looking down upon all of us and keeping us all safe---I miss seeing you randomly around campus; and everytime I drive passed that intersection I last saw you at I think of you. And that's all.  You're such an amazing guy, and I just wanted to leave some love for you! =)

Love,
Sidra

hi jeff.  our third school years coming to an end...and its been 9months since we last saw each other and sorry it seems like we've all been too busy to visit, drop a comment, show how much you meant to us.  this has been..a hectic year and wouldnt it be so nice if we could all relax and have enjoy a night out.  miss you jeff!

-sooah

May 22, 2007

hi jeffrey.. i just wrote this whole thing to you.. but .. i donno i changed my mind.. i didnt want to post it anymore.. all wanted to say is you're still missed.. dearly.. and i still think about you

wo how shang nee..

 

rosie

05.29.07

hi babe!!! I haven’t spoken to you in maybe over a month. My life has been crazy like usual. I wish you were here…I have so man stories! It’s just been crazy. If you were here things would be a lot different in my life…well you know how I am…anyways…I heard this song on the radio a few weeks ago and I haven’t been able to post a entry on it. But just know that I miss you…always. And I hope to be visiting you real soon. If I had made time in the first place maybe things wouldn’t have turned out the way they did. I frickin miss you. Love you always, Jenbabe

hi jeffy  i was online and found this random ass thing that made me think of you. wannnaaa seeee it???

HAAARRRDDDDDDDDGGGAAAYYY!!!!!?? hehe oh how much i miss hearing you say that and dothat stupid stupid thrusting with the hip. I hope you're enjoying lifebecause I think you'd be proud to see that all your friends miss yousoo much.  my apartment missesyou so much. Jeff, even though you're gone, I still think about you alot. I miss hanging out with you. I miss talking to you at random hoursof the night. I miss watching chinese action movies with you, eventhough i always ended up sleeping through the whole thing. I miss goingin your room to find that i can't even walk through it cause theres somuch clothes on the floor. I even miss that stupid tribal mask thingthat you hung in your car...simply because it reminds me of you. well ihope your livin' it up there. take care. i love you so much. until wemeet again hon.

-charlene

June 5, 2007

11:33pm

hello jeffrey.. =D  lifes been crazy.. but i bet you know all about it hahhhaa... so what do you think? ; ) i was thinking about you last night.. you remember that that we went clubbing and i made you dance with me? cause everyone had osmeone to dance with except for me? and then that one time you got bored at berkely and dropped and made me stay up with you all night talking? hahhaa.. .. and i was smoking a couple of days ago and i was looking at my ciggarette.. and i remember you telling me once that you noticed only camels burn in a circle.. or something.. i saw patrick the other day.. he looks good.. hahah little baby that one.. only 19.. i didnt realize he was that much younger than us.. we were talking about those days when our parents used to sing together.. too bad he doesnt remeber it.. not like us.. haha the cool kids.. well just wnated to drop by and say wo shang nee  <3

rosie

so um. the new bloomingdales is crazy. youd totally love it. anyways. i miss you!! finals are the fricken worst! i just finished my crim final... we couldve studied together. well you wouldve hated this class but it wouldve been fun skipping class with you. visit me huh? i miss you terribly. <3jenbabe

heres another...totally reminds me of freshmen year

http://www.youtube.com/v/H9rmTnncbjU

 

June 26, 2007

Wassup Jeff it's Jacob again, haven't wrote in here for awhile but I'm always talking to you and you know that...  I'm out in Korea and I was thinking of you cause you were supposed to come out here with me and you were supposed to take me to Taiwan also.  Anyways I just wanted to say wassup from Korea, and I'll be sure to visit you when i get back to the states.  Take it easy up there and keep looking over me while i'm out in Korea.  Peace out homie...

Jacob

07-07-07

Sup jeff, just thought i'd drop by today with all the boys, it was good seeing you. today is a special day. only once in a century does the date turn to 7 7 7 haha. good luck we should buy a lottery ticket. maybe u can ask god to hook me up. haha jk. anyway. i hope you've been good up there. been going out a lot and thinking about how it woudl be different if u were still around. but anyway on a lighter note, i might get a tat by the end of summer we'll see.. take care. take care of everyone. happyyyyyyyy 4th of july it was really diff this year cause usually we always spend 4th july together, even last year. but yea. i'll see you around. we're gunna prob throw something for you on august 3rd. so be prepared :]

patrick

07.17.07

remember last 4th of july? all of us crowded in my room because the police were trying to find who were lighting illegal fireworks. It's almost been a whole year since we last saw each other. How fast it has gone by. I expected you to pop up and suprise me already...suprise me....i love you. <3jen

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ejUqkpFzE9s

08.03.07

So its been a year already, crazy how time flies, we didn't forget about you don't worry, miss you a lot and so does every1 else... that is why 2moro we're gunna have a little picnic for you. :]

So i'll see you 2moro. take care of every1!!! oh and i'm sure you know about chris, hope you guys are chillin up there... watch over his family too..

For those of you who hafn't heard yet, 2moro we're gunna have a picnic at Rose Hills around 2PM give me a call if you want more details 909.263.8141.

- patrick

Hi Jeffrey-

When I heard the news about a year ago, I was in
complete and utter shock. It was surreal; I couldn't really comprehend
what I was hearing, and although on the outside, I seemed unaffected
because "I didn't know you that well"...it was a cover-up to not even
have to acknowledge what had really happened. Annie had recently
introduced me to your website, and as soon as page was beginning to pop
up, my heart grew heavy and I feel this immense, indescribable, almost
bittersweet feeling. I began scrolling down the page and saw all the
photos posted by all of your friends, reading comments here and there
and then I ventured on to your family page. Jeffrey, as though you
don't already know, YOU ARE SO LOVED and TREMENDOUSLY MISSED. It's truly and simply remarkable.

The
last time I saw you...we were at a random, then-weekly party in Irvine.
I remember it was the first time I had seen you since high school
(German with Frau Rovell)! I felt like we were old friends meeting
again after an extended MIA period. It was so much fun seeing you and
the rest of the gang that night. Even though we hardly ever talked, and
didn't know eachother's quirks and pet peeves...we hardly knew
eachother at all, moreso only on a superficial level, I just want to
tell you that I have always been so intrigued by you. Your character,
your charm, your compassion, your devotion to those around you and your
overall zeal for life. I would always think to myself, "there's just
something about him...he's just so lovable, and everyone wants to be
around him..."

Jeffrey, I'm sure muchlike all of your friends,
family and acquaintances, it is so easy for them to ramble on and on
about how great you are, and recap the memories you guys have
shared and how you have left an everlasting impression in their lives
and will without a doubt be remembered and celebrated forever. I can
vouch for myself when I say that you have truly been an inspiration to
me and surely to many others. Jeffrey, you will forever have a place in
my mind and my heart and I can't wait to see you again, after yet
another over-extended MIA period.

Be sure to take care of yourself, your family and friends, Jeffrey!

 

Love Always,

Marcey Liu

08.15.07

Thanks Jeff. I know you Helped me with this one!

Patrick Liu

10.24.07

Hello Doll! I miss you terribly. I've been so busy and I haven't had a chance to write. So did you see those big fires down here. It's exciting because I have asthma so I don't have to go to schoool! WOOOOOO. but it's sad for all the people who lost their homes and had to be evacuated. It's crazy really...a natural disaster. I think it's an Irvine Compan conspiracy though. Another way for them to make money...HA! Well I miss you so much. It's almost my birthday. I'll drink you tow to tow. I bet I can out drink you now. I've been building up my tolerance! Love you! <3jenbabe

November 18, 2007

hi jeffffy. i just wanted to stop by and say hello. its been a while since we've talked. you pop up in my mind at the most random times. you got to stop doing that! haah. actually i dont mind much really...it just lets me know that you're ok. kloveyou. im due for a visit!!!! wait for a kickass dream...maybe we'll fight some ninjas or something? haha.

-charlene

ITS ALMOST SOMEONES BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! Are you so excited. It kind of sucks being 22. you’re old. More responsibilities. More things to think about…but its fun. I miss you so much. Ill be seeing you soon tho for your bday! K love you! Visit me huh? I know you did that weird thing you’re your picture on my computer. Soo gimme a lil more.. <3jenbabe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY! DECEMEBER 17th 2007!

Man how time flys. theres been a lot of changes since you been gone. lots of people are graduating soon. I got a job with washington mutual. i wonder what type of job you would be getting this year if you were still here? but yea sorry i can't come down and visit you today. I have two finals on tuesday and one on thursday. but u know i'll be sure to visit you right when i get back. i'm not sure if any1 is planning anything for you but i know that michael called me to tell me that hes gunna go visit you. it still seems very surreal and i feel like you're just studying abroad or like you transferred to a school on the east coast or something. anyway i just wanted to wish you a happy birthday big 22. take care of every1 like you have been doing. try to help my dad and my mom out if you can too. thanks. i'll see you soon. love you.

Patrick Liu

2/27/08

Hi jeff, i heard about what happened maybe about a week after "RIP jeff wang" started popping up all over people's aim profiles. I dropped by this site but never bothered to leave a message because honestly we didn't really know each other too well. i dont remember much about you beyond the 2 or so classes i had with you during senior year but you sure did make that year interesting. I didnt pay too much attention to the other tragic accidents that happend to some of the other people in our class, but yours has definitely affected me, maybe because you stood out to me more, maybe because of how your accident happened (or at least of what i heard... rumors can be rumors). I have so many friends who will just so nonchalantly drink and drive, even one who had a past DUI. every single time someone talks about their drinking and driving escapades like they are so proud, i get mad and i think about you. and i think, you people don't understand. you people don't think about the consequences. and i will continue to be a designated driver if I know I am hanging out with DD's who can't resist. One drink is one drink too many to drive.

i wish that you could have lived longer. i wish that your friends and you family could have had more time with you. you are obviously loved. and honestly i was shocked when i heard and was so sad even though we barely knew each other. its so tragic. you were so young, God works in mysterious ways and sometimes we dont know why He does what He does.

at least for me, i definitely will remember you even though i barely knew you, not even enough to have been facebook friends with you while you were still alive. but i will remember, for a long time.  

-someone

 

3/10/08

hi jeffrey.. its been a long time.. we're in our last year .. can you believe that?? 2nd quarter is almost over.. just one more to go before graduation.. you know thats probably the one thing that bothers me the most.... sigh .. i always thought how crazy it would have been if we could walk together.. put a picture of us in our gowns next to the picture i have of us on our kindergarden grad day. sigh.. you should be walking with me.. with us..

ive made a few stupid mistakes since you been gone.. and I donno if ive been getting lucky or if someone's been watching over me but i guess ive pretty much escaped with no injuries.. except to my pride =) .. i think ive learned my lesson though .. which is a stupid stupid to say.. cause i should have learned it from yours.. and if your the one watching over me... sorry youve been so busy lol.. promise to be good now.. and thanks.. you always had my back.. after so long.. its still so hard to comprehend that your gone.. sometimes i just feel like your just a few blocks away and we've just been too busy to call eachother  =D  miss you hen duo hen duo!!

<3 rosie

May 13, 2008

Dearest Jeff,

Wow... I can't remember the last time I wrote in this thing... I'm so sorry it's been sucha long time! I have been soo extremely busy with everything in life, so I haven't had time to write in here.  I haven't forgotten about you though!! You have always been in my mind.  Graduation is one month away... and I can't believe that you won't be here to celebrate it with us.   but I know on graduation day, you will be watching over us and wishing us congratulations.  I can't really tell you everything that I have been doing... It would take me days and days to tell you!  But since Sooah, Jessica, Kay and I have not been hanging out as much, I realized that you were always the one that could bring us together.  It reminded me of the times when we lived at 169 Berkeley Court and the entire summer of hanging out with you =) I know that we have grown so much since then, but sometimes I can't help but wish that I could go back to those careless days we had.  Upon graduation, I realize that we really have to grow up and get out into the real world! And it's really scary!! Hopefully I'll be ready....

I haven't visit you in a while, and I really need to do it.  Everytime I drive back to Irvine, I pass by Rose Hills and I think about you.  I think about everything that happened during college and see it was a definite learning experience.  Thinking about you kept me going! and I appreciate  it sooo much =) I miss you soo much and I hope that you keep watching over me and the girls.  I hope we are making you proud.  I love you da guh!!

Rosalie 

june 15 2008

hello jeffrey! so we all graduated last friday.. and it was okay.. a little over rated but whatever.. crazy to think four years just flew by.. i wish i can go back to the first day of dorms when we ran into eachother.. everytime i think about you that little bit keeps replaying over in my head.. and all those nights we go outside and have a smoke together.. i miss those nights.. i wish you were there with us crim majors.. lol .. you probably woulda done something funny on stage.. hahaha.. anyway .. just wanted to drop by and tell you that i miss you.. and that im thinking about you.. im going to come by and visit you soon.... i hope youre doing all right up there love. take care!

Rosie

hello doll. super busy. im sure you know. but within weeks..ill be semi less busy. but i miss you. just wanted to drop a line. wish me luck on my test. or better yet...whisper the answers to me....lovelovelove jenbabe

12.17.08

YOOOO! quite a scare I had yesterday. you can relate i am certain. who hates rats!!!!!! we do.

anyways...happy birthday babe!!!!!!!! are you so excited?!?! here you go sweetheart... i still owe your dad this cd...MR. WANG! i promise its on the way! drinks on me!!!! love, jenbabe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RCSIp0xIW4